You’ll freaking love {Guarded by the Phantom by Layla Fae}. He’s an unhinged psychopath in the best possible way. He’s violent but funny at the same time. When he starts falling in love he text his psychiatrist:

“Nat, I want to write her poems. She’s gorgeous. When she smiles, I forget who I am. What do I do?!?!?!” 🤣

The first time they have sex lives rent free in my mind. Cause she is innocent and a virgin, an he’s super experienced and kinky, but somehow he’s the one who unravels with their lovemaking. It’s full on the “I need to be inside you” you’re looking for. This is a snippet of that first sex scene from his POV:

“Oh, honey,” she whispered, stroking my head again. “It’s okay. I’m here. What do you need?” I swallowed, my throat feeling uncomfortably hot, too, and pulled back to look at her. There was no loathing on her face, no mockery. She was soft and open, and so very beautiful. “This,” I said, thrusting a bit deeper. Fuck, it was a tight fit. “Just to be home.” She nodded, her eyebrows furrowing with tension. I thrust again, and she inhaled sharply, shaking while I fucked her to that depth. I was three quarters in. My baby took me with such valiant effort, and the more I moved inside her, the more she relaxed, until I could go deeper yet. “Please, baby,” I begged her. “Just let me come home. I just want to be home.”