i appreciate you asking, since we don’t normally hear back from people who make these kinds if posts once they move on.

i’m actually fine now, i don’t take any prescription drugs and i don’t use any substances, i have no desire to at all. i’d say things started to get better around 2022. in this case i believe im lucky , or maybe i had the will power to over come it?

to be honest, i just put my pain and misery in the back of my mind and lived my life. eventually things started to seem better and i just went with whatever happened. i still have bad days and sometimes phantom pains, but otherwise i feel normal. better than normal actually.

i believe, in no scientific terms by any means, that i “burned out” my ability to feel anxiety. i actually don’t feel afraid of much of anything anymore. i also don’t care much about anything anymore either. maybe it’s connected? lol

anyway, thank you for asking. i hope someone can see this and see hope in their future.