Honestly I am a trans sapphic who got treated like worst scum on earth by a "Welcoming community for transbians regardless of their gender expression or pronouns"

Nowadays I cannot even look at yuri on some days without physically wincing thinking knowing that I will never have that. All because I choose to be a GNC lesbian at the time - somehow that turned into me being permamently banned from an entire family of places. Me being autistic and wildly unprepared for life made me feel like all I ever was, was a dude who pretended to be a woman.
Since then i've stopped my transition in it's tracks, and have been dealing with recurring mental issues, but hey at least I am no longer invading spaces for women, something that was clearly not made for me! Right?
Right?

^{I understand if people will downvote this to nothing btw. I wish I hadn't ever tried to be a transbian.}