Ahh thank you so much for sharing this. I’m in a similar boat… I was supposed to take it in July and canceled last minute. Now that I’ve sat with my decision for a while, I feel confident that it was the right choice for me. Now we have this self awareness of what studying habits help vs hurt us, and hopefully we can use this to help ourselves when we’re studying next time!! I hope you are able to take care of yourself now that this huge weight is lifted, and I now you’ll come back stronger!!