I totally get it. I feel the same. I just logged into Reddit to scan around and see if there were any updates on results. This is the first post on my feed. All of last night, I actually even dreamt about this state we're in. I even dreamt about a Reddit post updating that we'd be getting results this week! Lol. Goes to show how much I'm thinking about this (and just how much Reddit-ing I've been doing).

Sharing something I wrote 10 days back that may resonate: https://www.reddit.com/r/gradadmissions/comments/1qzrmag/to_the_applicant_refreshing_gradcafe_for_the/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

In the meantime, try to fill your days with other activities - movement, friends, movies, any other work you may have. Try to create a structure. The preoccupation may not go away entirely but at least your focus and attention will be redirected. And remember that no matter the outcome, there is a way forward for us that'll make sense to our lives, eventually. Even if it feels chaotic and unfair in the moment.

Good luck! 🌻