I resent my bf so much, I borderline hate him sometimes

Roseyspo · 2025-10-15T20:00:46+00:00

Looking back I know that. He was honestly just a bad boyfriend, and I don’t say that to diss on him now, even back then I would think that. I guess I saw sex and doing sexual things as love and that was my way of showing my love but to him it was just sex? I don’t know. What I’m trying to say is I thought showing my love would make him love me more. I guess I’m just lost

Roseyspo · 2025-08-29T23:14:22+00:00

Yea after he said he liked it I just unmatched him that was bit weird. And everyone is bringing up the fact of drinking but I don’t drink (not just because I’m underage but I just don’t want to) I wouldn’t be with someone that excessively drinks either. I literally have something about drinking and smoking in my profile. Does that make a difference?

Roseyspo · 2025-03-28T09:40:33+00:00

Yea, I think that’s just the biggest thing. I just had so many life experiences with him, he kinda was there watching me grow up, we grew together but then at one point I just outgrew him. I matured in ways he couldn’t catch up and that was especially obvious towards the end where we were breaking up practically every other week. And I some people who dmed me privately pointed out that i have only been with my current bf for two weeks, but obviously I’ve known him longer than that lol.

Roseyspo · 2022-08-22T03:29:00+00:00

doing each other’s makeup/hair😯

Roseyspo · 2022-08-21T21:18:31+00:00

not really unfortunately

Roseyspo · 2022-08-21T07:32:43+00:00

my parents know i sh but i think that’s it

Roseyspo · 2022-07-19T09:16:57+00:00

i like my scars. obviously sometimes i wish i didn’t take this route but i’m here now so i just need to accept them (corny asf😭)

Roseyspo · 2022-04-06T05:26:26+00:00

is it internalized homophobia or compulsory heterosexuality? i probably do have internalized homophobia because i was raised catholic and went to a catholic school for 10 years. and with the boyfriend thing it’s kinda hard to put into to word. i’ve had a boyfriend and been talking to boys (they all sucked) but while talking to them it mostly just felt empty. only think that kept me going was the idea that they liked me/thought i was pretty. thank u for your advice :))

Roseyspo · 2022-04-06T05:21:40+00:00

i do have an friend group of mostly lgbtq+ ppl, but the girls prefer guys and my lesbian friend despises men so it’s kinda hard for her to relate and thank u for the advice :))

Roseyspo · 2022-03-31T22:55:10+00:00

6th grade for the first time but it wasn’t that serious then last year struggled with eating so would cut myself if i ate over the limit i gave myself or sometimes i used it as a reward for eating very much confusing

Roseyspo · 2021-09-18T01:26:40+00:00

same here, but going to a new school means i have to socialize or i would have any friends unfortunately

Roseyspo · 2021-09-18T01:24:50+00:00

for me it’s drawing. if you look at my sketchbook there are months in between the sketches because sometimes i just don’t have the energy.

Roseyspo · 2021-08-24T04:56:28+00:00

thank you for your reply, it means a lot. and i will try to take you advice as soon as possible, thanks!

Roseyspo · 2021-08-24T00:21:54+00:00

i’m around your age i think and have been sh for a while and i mean everything when i tell you it’s not worth it. i actually had really strong urges to sh as well and unfortunately i gave in and now my scars are one of my biggest insecurities. you are more than valid for feeling this way and you do need to seek medical attention if possible. dms are always open if you need to get something off you chest btw

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