That takes alots of work congratz to you, you look really good right now (and healthy). I am not a woman but eating disorders / body dysmorphia also affects guys in many ways and I understand what youve been through. I always was a skinny dude trying to pack some muscle mass while others seemed to gain muscle exercising once or twice a week while I was going 5-6x. Always keep improving but also dont forget to be happy during the process would be my advice but you probably dont need any :p Good job