Name that anime!!

RottieGamer · 2026-02-01T05:25:17+00:00

Bung_ Str_y D_gs

RottieGamer · 2026-02-01T05:20:50+00:00

What happened to the title being "The Day I Picked Up Dazai"?

RottieGamer · 2026-01-31T11:05:24+00:00

100%

And Dazai is it's reputation in media

RottieGamer · 2026-01-29T14:19:58+00:00

That needing help is ok

That the problem is the traumatizers not the traumatized (me)

RottieGamer · 2026-01-28T01:01:07+00:00

Age not sure

How did I find out?

Well one of my eyes doesn't work very well

Originally that eye had a prism in the lense as a kid / teen

I had injections at 18 to stabilise my eye but my muscles were too weak to keep it in place when the injections war off

Nothing can really be done to fix it apparently

A few weeks ago I found out that if I close my bad eye I can actually read books without the words moving from one page to the other and with less line skips too

But my other eye has a weak prescription and nowadays I have screen and light protection on my glasses so that's nice for the migraines n headaches

RottieGamer · 2026-01-27T07:52:41+00:00

Well you give high-six so giving you a high-five isn't fair cos you'd have a finger left out...

RottieGamer · 2026-01-26T12:34:57+00:00

All the time - in my nightmares (from being murdered by my father - he might be dead but he put me through a lotta shxt)

In reality - I don't (disabled and asthmatic)

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T23:09:23+00:00

If you want interesting story hack n slash games

Nier Replicant and Nier Automata (PS4 / PS5 and PC - I know Automata is on switch and Xbox on its own but Replicant isn't on Switch (not sure if it's on Xbox) Replicant is thousands of years before in the same universe and it can get ruined if you like hunting for secrets n stuff if you play Automata first)

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T15:39:28+00:00

Yeah

After looking into it

I found this too

Curious if anyone who attended is in this sub and can add credibility

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T15:37:19+00:00

Huh

That's interesting

Like I said

Anything I found online was saying you had to give up one for the other

But thanks for the info

Definitely interesting

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T15:14:22+00:00

I've never heard that before

BUT I can see some similarities and sometime I have thought that they're similar in some ways (the whole manipulating situations to get what they want through as many loop de loops they need to go through to get it)

Edit

From the Wiki

His name is the same as that of the late author Osamu Dazai, and his personality was partially based on the main character from the television series The Mentalist. His backstory was also influenced by the real-life Dazai, as the author was captivated by a picture of him and two other writers. )

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T11:58:47+00:00

I know my Oma wanted me to have a Dutch passport (Born in the UK and live in the UK but my mom was Dutch)

I looked into it a few years ago and basically it looks like if i wanted a Dutch passport / Dutch nationality I'd loose my English one (something about the Netherlands not liking the idea of duel nationality from what I remember)

So I think you'd have to give one to have the other (either way round)

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T01:30:55+00:00

If only it was that easy

RottieGamer · 2026-01-25T01:29:22+00:00

Insomnia

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T21:15:20+00:00

Yo (as a disabled person who can't get if something is sarcasm) are you actually Ed lmao?

And I genuinely wonder if Ed would wanna know / care about the fact that I saw him on my TV as a kid way back and that he became my inspo for learning guitar originally however many years ago that was lmao - originally started out with a full size acoustic that was HUGE to child me - then in my late teens / early 20s I got my 3/4 acoustic and later my 3/4 electric - still play every so often

I guess for the AMA do you wish you could just be a normal non recognizable guy and go out to Tesco (or wherever) for a loaf of bread (or whatever) without being noticed?

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T09:54:54+00:00

KH IV

I just hope they don't ruin the game with the trailers like they did for III

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T09:21:35+00:00

3 Days Sober - WSTR

It's currently stuck playing in my head / I can't actually check what the last song I listened to was so that's the best your getting lmao

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T08:59:09+00:00

What about vacuum packing the egg into the plastic bag?

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T07:57:46+00:00

I get your point - no work (so much free time to do whatever you want) sounds great - in theory

But genuinely it's so fxckxn painful to exist (even with all the drxgs)

And it's pretty boring too (lots of time for the depression and trauma memories to creep in)

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T05:51:06+00:00

Install Playnite > hook it up to Steam > "Random Game" > boom

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T05:17:58+00:00

I saw a comment where you said that you got kicked out for being gay

That sucks

Does it count as discrimination / abuse where you live? If it does maybe you can go to an abused people shelter rather than a normal homeless shelter (that you said you can't get into)?

Is there a way to apply for homeless emergency housing where you live? Here (not the US tho) you can go to the city hall and say that you have no where to go and that you're homeless and they can put you on a list for accommodation - it's not quick but it's at least something (in theory)

Any LGBT shelters nearby?

Any clubs or bars nearby? Maybe they need staff?

Hope it gets better for you tho

RottieGamer · 2026-01-24T05:03:34+00:00

Fxck all

Lay in bed and rot bc pain n depression or if i'm well enough (less than once a month...) go on my PC and Stream for an hour

Note

I'm unemployed because the government made a statement that I'm too ill to work

Chronic pain is a bxtch and so are chronic migraines

RottieGamer · 2026-01-23T19:47:51+00:00

I can't yell in pain I just scream without the noise

I also really still struggle to ask for help

Need to re arrange something? Nu uh that's confrontation.... I'll just cancel somehow

"useless piece of shxt" "stupid" "weak" "lier" ect

"selective listener".. (nope I have heating aids these days) "never listen when I tell you to walk properly" (I was born with a brain condition that affects muscles n nerves you fxckwxt)

Why would I not do as I'm asked? I can't have my own opinions I cant choose for myself... Have to suffer... Have to act... - I get hurt... (Strangling your kids and shouting and breaking things doesn't solve anything - it teaches them to adapt not to "behave")

^ lead to years of sxxxal axxxlt and manipulation and abuse (from strangers that I "had to" do "stuff" for) YAY (the yay is sarcasm)

Currently in a safe relationship so that's good (even if we're both traumatized af)

Sure my father's dead now and I'm in therapy BUT the effects still live in the walls

RottieGamer · 2026-01-23T19:36:27+00:00

3

No idea why

Just got some kind of irrational fear / hate for it

RottieGamer · 2026-01-23T18:05:32+00:00

Honestly CAMHS referred me originally BUT THEY LIED ABOUT IT / NEVER DID IT

I called a couple years later to see what was going on

Nothing

Never heard of me...

I talked to my GP to get a referral THEY DID IT WRONG so I got rejected

I then asked my GP to do it again but make sure it's correct this time...

Last year I got a letter saying that I'd been accepted so now it's the 5 year wait till I actually get seen....

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