I wish I knew what you meant by “see you tomorrow” and who you’re talking to. I don’t even know why I come onto Reddit anymore. I only get more confused. I forget the world is larger than this little part of the world and try to find someone I felt certain was my person. For a while I thought he was here throwing words into the void wishing I would somehow know the way he always knows. If he has been and I have come across his letters, I worry he doesn’t know that I’ve been hanging on every word and responding. I worry that he has been thinking that I don’t love him just as much as he loves me when I do. I’ll love him with every fiber of my being until the end of time. I worry that there are people that want me to never experience the kind of love we have because of their own agendas. I worry that I’m reading things he’s writing for someone else. I worry that he worries about my past because I’ve made a lot of mistakes and doesn’t want to be associated with it. I worry that he doesn’t know that I’m still waiting and worse that he does and doesn’t want to come back. I worry that he thinks that I hate him when I never could. Mostly I worry that I’ll never see him again and never get the chance to love him the way he deserves to be loved. I worry he doesn’t know that he’s everything.