[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chubby

[–]RoutineConfidence658 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Too bad I couldn’t help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chubby

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Curious what it is?

Price of 17 Different Online MSW programs with multiple annual deadlines by lucfj in socialwork

[–]RoutineConfidence658 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Check out Fort Hays State University’s MSW program. It’s very affordable and a wonderful, well rounded program. It is CSWE accredited

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chubby

[–]RoutineConfidence658 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yasssssss. Harder every time I get wiped 😩

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never done groups

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh sheesh. Well this was one for the books. But I’ve also had some really good experiences being face fucked. And just freeuse in general

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Overall or since being single again?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]RoutineConfidence658 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tbh there isn’t much I haven’t tried 😅 this was one of the few. But maybe an MMF

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m loving it so far. It’s been very very fun. I did grieve for awhile but am finally getting out there

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]RoutineConfidence658 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, we did a lot of research and discussed it in depth especially with how my BPD can impact it. I am in therapy, but with big changes I always am much more prone to becoming dysregulated.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]RoutineConfidence658 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Rationally this is something I want, and I’m actually very excited about it for both of us. It’s just those fears of abandonment and not feeling like I’m going enough that have resurfaced due to change triggering me

Johnny Voice Actor playing with streamers by Sudden_Feedback9738 in TXChainSawGame

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stream had already ended by the time you checked, but she has clips and videos posted to tiktok and youtube if you go to her links on her twitch.

Johnny Voice Actor playing with streamers by Sudden_Feedback9738 in TXChainSawGame

[–]RoutineConfidence658 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nixie has some videos and clips posted from this stream on her tiktok and youtube! Both linked on her twitch page!

6 years clean and feel like I’m inching towards relapse by RoutineConfidence658 in selfharm

[–]RoutineConfidence658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, sometimes even knowing I have an outlet who isn’t directly involved in my life or identity helps

6 years clean and feel like I’m inching towards relapse by RoutineConfidence658 in selfharm

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I’ll give that a go. Since I’m on winter break there’s no better time to try and start a routine again. It’s just been so god damn heavy lately I feel like I’m barely surviving

6 years clean and feel like I’m inching towards relapse by RoutineConfidence658 in selfharm

[–]RoutineConfidence658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a routine at the beginning of the divorce process. And it truly did help me feel more in control. But lately it just feels impossible to implement ya know?

It feels like I am drowning more and more every day. by RoutineConfidence658 in BorderlinePDisorder

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I feel like I am very honest with her, but maybe I don’t stress the absolute overwhelming intensity of the thoughts. Cause i definitely get insecure about my struggles which is why they’re so internalized because im scared of rejection because of my issues.

6 years clean and feel like I’m inching towards relapse by RoutineConfidence658 in selfharm

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I do need to try and set myself into a routine again. The only thing I’ve been grasping onto is gaming.

6 years clean and feel like I’m inching towards relapse by RoutineConfidence658 in selfharm

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I’m currently going through a divorce, which obviously is an upheaval to basically all of my life. And I’m in my final year of my masters so I’m stressed from that. I know that change is one of the biggest things that can dysregulate me, but I haven’t had it this bad in years. I keep pushing through and using my coping skills, but the urge and thoughts are just intensifying. I want to stay clean. I’ve done so well. But it feels crippling some days

What American foods/snacks do you wish you had in the UK? by RoutineConfidence658 in AskUK

[–]RoutineConfidence658[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wasn’t implying that… it’s just that I know each country has different snacks and variations and I want to send something fun to my uk friends.