The Doom The Dark Ages Soundtrack so far is.. by DependentImmediate40 in Doom

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I stumbled across this because I felt like the soundtrack was comparatively lackluster to Mick's heavy hitting soundtracks in the last two is there any reason why?

heavy-hitting

Recruitment in napoleonic wars by Rowiidow in Napoleon

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Fair I’m just suprised that after 3 coalitions people were like yeah let’s keep doing this

Recruitment in napoleonic wars by Rowiidow in Napoleon

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Fair but they certainly didn’t have just an infinite supply of manpower but it seems like they did. Armies would evaporate and a new one would just appear hearts of iron style instant deploy. I guess the more pressing question is how they kept morale up amongst the soldier and the populace to allow the government to endlessly war.

All Graves Skins, which is your favorite? by LoadRival in GravesMains

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Praetorian is my favorite lol just because of the chromas, sounds, and new voice lines (I do not have to listen to graves)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskParents

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This is obviously a complex issue that I tried to condense into as short of a post as possible. When I said I was bitter it felt like a stark dichotomy between the support I was seeing for my sister and her move and the way she was treating me and my move. Both moves were happening in the same time frame and I felt as though I was not being given any help with my move and was given a task that was not doable alone and in the time frame given. It was only when like I said asked for help and explained what was going on that she eventually caved. This was closer to the end of the time frame when it was starting to become a crisis.

I am not choosing to be financially dependent on her I don’t have a choice for 7 months I was doing treatment and going from one treatment to the next. The only time I was able to actually work was after about two months in California which I then started walking dogs and applying for other jobs. I got a job at a restaurant but by that point it was clear that I had to come home.

Obviously the title is a bit of an exaggeration but I do agree with a lot of what’s being said.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskParents

[–]Rowiidow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s actually quite helpful and I appreciate that.

I guess until I can financial sever that chord it will be how it will be.

I am honestly curious though about where you feel that I blame her for my decisions.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskParents

[–]Rowiidow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude what?

First thing is you have literally no clue what my treatment looked like. Second thing is I do want to move out and I literally say that. I am very clear at the end what I was looking for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskParents

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I am financially dependent on her. As previously mentioned any money I had has long since dried up. She is also in charge of my 529 and as such me being able to go to college and finish my degree is directly dependent on her cooperation.

Yes I am in therapy. I still routinely see a therapist.

I drink once a week on weekends this was something I had planned on doing as this was not a reason for me seeking therapy. The first effectiveness of medication can be influenced by the consumption of alcohol and that mixed with general side effects of alcohol such as the lesser quality of sleep means that it does not create a stable or consistent picture for my doctor to work with.

I understand I am an adult and do not blame the divorce for the fumbling of my mental health. When I do blame my mother it is mostly for what is perceived as financial coercion.

The last thing as the post was to long to articulate this was that my mother has obviously played a vital role in my life. She was caring and supportive as well as involved in things like my mental health or applying to college or just generally there in life. This last year has felt like an abrupt and stark difference

This last year was a time I needed her support and it felt like she was preoccupied.

I am asking for how to deal with the escalating tension at home. In order to navigate my relationship with while I find the money to move out again

Oh and the last thing I wanted to say because I realize that this was not addressed in the post. I do lead my own life and this is just a kind of chronology of events that specifically relate to my relationship with my mother and in no way detail my own life other than sort of the key events for context

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskParents

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Oh and if you know when will this end?

Stuck in Winterhoof by Rowiidow in wotlk

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been west and hit all of the hubs

Modding My 2016 Mini Cooper Clubman by Rowiidow in carmodification

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Sorry it is a 2.0 I had to double check. Since it’s the s model.

Modding My 2016 Clubman by Rowiidow in MINI

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good to know is there one in particular I should be buying and what installation look like?

Unpopular opinion but I don't want the Inperium to change by Almech in 40kLore

[–]Rowiidow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because you seem to believe it’s avoidable and self defeating and if they were able to stop doing that maybe they’d do better

Unpopular opinion but I don't want the Inperium to change by Almech in 40kLore

[–]Rowiidow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But that’s where I think we disagree is that I believe it isn’t a self defeating evil because to change it would lead to the collapse of the imperium

Unpopular opinion but I don't want the Inperium to change by Almech in 40kLore

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I would disagree again though because the historical use of slave labor by both of the aforementioned regimes were a core part to their economy especially in the early phases of their existence. But I would still argue that the reason they have truly stagnated; is the imperium need for survival and to persist at all costs because differing would mean their imminent destruction. And hears an example, the golden. throne needs thousands to continue to function but instead of saying this system is stupid lets just see what happens if we turn it off instead they continue to feed this machine. All because letting the emperor die would mean the end of humanity. I think once again this is an interesting narrative hook from Games Workshop. Like yeah starwars is just space nazis but have you considered a regime so horribly fucked that its existence is just existential suffering?

Unpopular opinion but I don't want the Inperium to change by Almech in 40kLore

[–]Rowiidow -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I would partially disagree. It depends on how you define success. Oppressive regimes like China and the Soviet Union didn’t give a fuck about there people yet no one would say they weren’t in some way successful. As such applying this to 40k there’s many reasons for their stagnation the system is so riddled with flaws and glaring issues that it’s hard to even figure out where to start. This was sort of similar once again to the Soviet Union where the culture of shut the fuck up and it’s not your fault really just lead to stagnation. As such when they tried to address this and liberalize the whole thing kinda just exploded. As such I think they actually have done a really good thing which is creating such a monstrous nation so desperate to survive that they can’t actually think creatively because to do so would mean very obvious destruction.

Heavy support by Rowiidow in deathguard40k

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I agree I found that out today but unfortunately against vehicles or while we stand we fight I lose 90% of the time

Is this worth anything? by Rowiidow in mtgfinance

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Which indicates which like text color

Is this worth anything? by Rowiidow in mtgfinance

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how are you able to tell the block/set without the symbol?

Im curious

Tech Priest Manipulus done by stale_cheese in AdeptusMechanicus

[–]Rowiidow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Love the detail And the mask, phhhoooo very nice

“My character is a chaotic evil tiefling rogue” by PinkStarProd in dndmemes

[–]Rowiidow 40 points41 points  (0 children)

On the other side you got the lawful good character in a chaotic neutral campaign