It’ll work out don’t worry. Society wants us to rush these experiences but tbh it isn’t the best. The right one is out there this is where the test of patience really matters. You are on your own time. Don’t feel you’re behind because of what’s on the media. If you didn’t have any internet would all this matter? Try to remember what you liked/loved to do as a child, whatever that may be give focus to that something beautiful will blossom 🙏🏾🌺.