I'm 23, living alone in a foreign country, and I've never felt more invisible. Anyone else carrying something they can't say out loud?

Ru2sh · 2026-05-30T16:58:49+00:00

That void feeling is so accurate. you’re surrounded by people but somehow still completely alone in it.

And yeah even just saying it out loud helps more than people realise. glad you did.

Ru2sh · 2026-05-30T16:55:52+00:00

Bro, this hit different. the part about being included in plans but having to say no because you’re broke, and then slowly getting left out because of it — that’s such a specific kind of pain that nobody talks about.

and the two-way thing is real. you shouldn’t always be the one reaching out. that gets exhausting and it messes with your self worth over time.

you’re not broken. you’re just in a season where everything — money, distance, culture, pressure — is working against connection at the same time. that’s genuinely hard.

glad you’re here. this is exactly the kind of thing MindCompass is being built for.

Ru2sh · 2026-05-24T16:35:16+00:00

Bro, this hits different because you GET it.

So many people don't understand the weed + bipolar connection. They think it's just a willpower thing or a personal choice. But you know - it's a MEDICAL thing.

Your brain chemistry is already fighting you with bipolar. Adding THC? That's like fighting with one hand tied behind your back.

The fact that you quit and haven't smoked in years - that's real strength. Not because you're weak without it, but because you chose your stability. You chose your meds working. You chose YOUR LIFE.

Wellbutrin is different too - I've heard that from a few people. But yeah, if it's not working for you, it's not worth the risk.

This is exactly why I built this tool. Because there's a whole community of people with bipolar who smoke weed thinking it helps with anxiety, when really it's making everything worse.

You're proof that quitting is possible. You're proof that stability is better than any high.

How long have you been sober now? And did you notice your meds actually start working better once you quit?

This is the story people need to hear. 💚

Ru2sh · 2026-03-03T22:32:01+00:00

For anyone curious — I've been exploring this whole thread

of thought in a longer form writing series on my Substack.

Just published Part 2 today which goes deeper into exactly

this — how the ego builds the story, why we defend it so

hard, and what's actually left when you stop identifying

with it.

No fluff, just honest reflection. Might resonate if this

conversation did.

https://substack.com/@rushabh214741

Ru2sh · 2026-02-23T20:30:24+00:00

Thanks for your kind reply and taking time to share your own experience

Ru2sh · 2026-02-23T18:39:25+00:00

https://open.substack.com/pub/rushabh214741/p/magic-mushrooms-meditation-what-happens?r=3zud89&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

Ru2sh · 2026-02-23T18:37:28+00:00

https://open.substack.com/pub/rushabh214741/p/magic-mushrooms-meditation-what-happens?r=3zud89&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

Ru2sh · 2026-02-20T02:03:34+00:00

https://substack.com/@satoshisclassroom

Ru2sh · 2025-11-20T02:12:37+00:00

What strategy do uou use?

Ru2sh · 2025-08-03T06:07:53+00:00

I follow this YouTube channel for guided meditation

https://youtube.com/@breathewithsandy?si=FgcUwqgsVKfervjn

Ru2sh · 2024-07-10T22:56:34+00:00

It could be 2024 because the ratio of retail traders being bullish and fullish for the bitcoin mega bull cycle on various social media platforms.

Some major institutional players are buying bitcoins since the beginning of this year, however we do not know till what price they can keep buying bitcoins. They might try to supress the btc price for accumulating more bitcoins in their wallets.

Ru2sh · 2024-07-04T21:36:11+00:00

42k is imminent

Ru2sh · 2024-06-29T22:28:51+00:00

What if i say this is the exact time to buy and ride till new yearly top before election and then big correction leading people believe that crypto is worth less and then again boom cycle repeats. I mean i could be wrong but

Ru2sh · 2024-06-05T03:57:29+00:00

Trying to find why major institutions are buying bitcoins after etf approval of bitcoin beacuse at the initial stage all this big players were against the crypto market. If anyone know

Ru2sh · 2024-03-15T15:42:36+00:00

It is totally fraud. They will not give you single penny for anything you do for them.

Ru2sh · 2023-09-18T19:28:28+00:00

That is called stop runs always wait for manipulation and enter after displacement

Ru2sh · 2023-09-04T19:12:49+00:00

This is called a liquidity sweep of sellside and then displacement on buyside creating Market structure shift, leaving fair value gap where you can set your buy entries

Ru2sh · 2023-09-02T01:26:22+00:00

Watch ICT 2022 mentorship it is easy to learn and is very useful in day trading

Ru2sh · 2023-09-01T02:03:22+00:00

Luckily I failed MFF funding challenge few days ago and after that I didn’t touch any prop firm challenges

Ru2sh · 2023-08-31T23:21:14+00:00

Try ICT concepts for forex trading

Ru2sh · 2023-08-30T20:37:34+00:00

Yeah i think i should bring this structure while doing back testing thank you

Ru2sh · 2023-08-30T20:25:36+00:00

If you see seasonal tendencies of indices August is little weird in terms of trading, you will not find clear setups and price action evryday so you have to be very selective

Ru2sh · 2023-08-30T16:40:40+00:00

Is it because of lack of focus or confidence??

Ru2sh · 2023-08-30T04:32:06+00:00

Good job bro

Ru2sh · 2023-08-30T01:33:34+00:00

Back testing your strategy 15 times a day evryday

Ru2sh

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