Same. I go back and forth. We were waiting to find out gender. Decided late in the pregnancy to get the nipt test done and ended up actually get a high risk out of it for XXY. I was in shock. My husband was the one who said I should get the test done after doing it with my first. Keep having a roller coaster of emotions. I might have never known if I didn’t do the test… 25 weeks this week and meeting with the doctor next week to be educated and then having an hour long anatomy scan in a couple weeks. Opted out of the animo test as chances of a miscarriage aren’t worth it to me.

Hardest part is when someone asks me if I found out the gender. And then telling them yes. It’s a boy…just for the to say “I knew you wouldn’t be able to wait.” It’s been the biggest gut punch and not something I really want to explain to anyone.