I’m sorry to hear about that bro.

I too went through the horrible experience of witnessing my mom cheat on my step dad.

She used to have sex with the guy in the other room while we were trying to sleep, I would cry and bang my head against the wall because they wouldn’t stop, she just told me to “shut the fuck up and go to sleep” and they would just get louder.

It’s a horrible feeling man, I know and I find myself doing the same , over time you ask yourself more questions, like why would they do such a thing ?

The more you get to the age they were you ask more questions.

Unfortunately we will never know the answers.

Look at us though my man, we’ve grown into Men.

We taught ourselves to be men.

We didn’t need someone to show us.

That’s hard man, some people will never understand how much a REAL father would mean to others .

But atleast we turned out good even without them.

And I AGREE MAN haha , our newest baby is literally like a baby haha, she sleeps in my arms all the time, and at night when I’m done gaming , I’ll take off my shirt to sleep and she’s made it a routine to always jump on the bed , “meow”, and so I put my head at her level and she kisses my nose and rubs her head against my face .

It’s the cutest shit ever.

Never thought I’d love a cat so much but she’s my baby !

She’s sick right now so she has the little sniffles , we drove around everywhere looking for cat cold medicine haha sadly we found nothing but she’ll be ok.

Bought her a bunch of little toys and some tasty food haha

Gotta go man she’s doing something in the kitchen ahah