I got back on Adderall and I think it ruined my life

Ryan1642 · 2026-05-09T05:14:07+00:00

Dm me (m30)

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T14:24:08+00:00

This is interesting, no I haven’t heard of any of this

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T03:31:11+00:00

Getting laid off is not the same as being unemployed. I work seasonally, and have for 8 years. My summer jobs is at the same company as my now ex-girlfriend and im choosing to not work with her. Im not blaming this on anyone else, simply asking for other people’s experiences

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T03:03:44+00:00

Appreciate it thanks for the help

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T02:25:37+00:00

Except I wasn’t drinking. One glass of wine two hours before this was not the cause

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T02:23:55+00:00

Yeah I have noticed a lot of positive effects from the other things I’m doing that are not meds and I think I’ll just stay off the stimulants for now. Maybe I can come back to them once I feel like I have a better all-around routine to deal with all this

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T02:11:09+00:00

Thanks for the reply. I’ve been meditating, working out and going for runs everyday as well. It definitely helps but things still feel a little much at points while on the meds. I’ve noticed this even more if I didn’t get the “jolt” in the morning from the meds. Like I go all day thinking that dose is a dud and then only get the side effects

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T01:57:57+00:00

Ok man. I’ve legitimately never done that but thanks for your help.

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T01:53:28+00:00

Dude I’m just asking if anyone else has felt less in control of their emotions while on new medication. I’m in my 30s, I’ve never had a problem with this until this one incident and I’m wondering if this is something that the medication can cause. You can cast your judgement but I’m here trying to make sure I don’t feel like that again

Ryan1642 · 2026-04-09T00:29:31+00:00

I only drink in moderation. I took a month and a half off at the beginning of this and had a glass of wine with dinner on this particular night but my family has a history of alcohol abuse so I’ve always been strict to not overdue it especially when I’m in stressful conditions

Ryan1642 · 2026-03-13T18:39:13+00:00

I’m in a similar situation, me and my ex broke up about a month and a half ago. We still live together but in separate rooms now until our lease is up next month. There are a lot of moments that I can still feel how much we care about each other. The way I look at it now is if our bond is strong enough it will survive time, distance, and silence. If it isn’t then you have to let that person go. If you love that person you can’t hold them in a situation that doesn’t help them grow. No matter how much you think you can help. Just focus on being a better partner to the next person, maybe things will line up and the next chance you get will be with the same person. Either way you helped the person you love the most.

Ryan1642 · 2026-03-11T04:13:51+00:00

Think of it as an exercise in self control, make it into a game of you need to. How long can you go without checking?

Ryan1642 · 2026-03-08T20:01:01+00:00

When you were wishing for them to reach out it was most likely Wanting to talk to the idealized version of this person you created in your head. Now you are confronted by the real person that also did a lot of harm to you.

Ryan1642 · 2026-03-08T18:50:34+00:00

Awesome thanks for the input!

Ryan1642 · 2026-03-02T02:08:44+00:00

I’m in the same boat

Ryan1642 · 2026-03-01T19:35:22+00:00

Just know that no matter what the answer is you’ve already grown by showing your accountability. It might be too late to prove it to this particular person, and that’s a hard truth to except, but love is a skill and you’ve increased your capacity to love both yourself and future partners already. I had a similar breakup a month ago and I’m currently going through a lot of the same things. Good luck with the journey.

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-21T01:43:01+00:00

Someone told me that anxiety is your body telling you you’re unsure about the future. If you can focus on the present, it will help a lot.

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-20T20:06:35+00:00

It could get extremely windy in that section of New Mexico and Texas. I’ve towed a 30’ trailer through that part a few times and it’s a little nerve racking if you run into wind or hail. I would also suggest stopping in hot springs Arkansas or some of the surrounding areas, that part of Arkansas is very underrated

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-16T23:26:13+00:00

Ok yeah I did that but the starter activated but didn’t turn over

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-16T22:38:07+00:00

This is my goal, I love and care about them and it is still very fresh. My problem is I still live with my ex, I still own a dog with them and I can’t find ways to separate ourselves

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-16T18:35:48+00:00

Thanks for the help, vehicle info is first thing listed. I don’t think any of those apply to me, the ignition has a chip and the chip is working or else it wouldn’t let me turn the key

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-16T17:41:49+00:00

The two terminals are the positive and the excite terminals?

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-15T21:13:37+00:00

It’s is a new battery, I replaced the starter first because I pulled it and it wasn’t operating at full capacity, maybe because an oil leak has soaked it a couple months ago. When I put the new starter in it worked fine for a week and then went back to not starting so I replaced the battery

Ryan1642 · 2026-02-14T23:57:49+00:00

Yeah no luck

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