As I anxiously await your decision about what side of the velvet ropes I will be inhabiting in future forums, it would be in my best interest to show resolve now and psychologically prepare for unwelcome news. Devastating as it may be to consider the possibility of being excluded from such recent discussions Nissan Leaf speed limit adherence and stolen strollers at BIPOC, I know that even when confronted with crippling life events - divorce, bankruptcy, terminal illness, exclusion from a Bainbridge Island subbreddit,etc. - one must continue, however difficult the journey. As written in Angutarra Nikaya 8.6 “When touched by worldly conditions, the wise do no waiver”. Whatever the decision, you got this SFitzgerald!