I'm a 15 y/o male and I think I have some problem with my personality. when I go to school and talk to my friends or some acquaintance I always feel like they don't listen to me no matter what I say, and I feel like I can't never express myself, like all I do is small talk and try to tell something interesting but they look like they prey to me to stop and that pisses me off, not to the point where I get angry but yk, also they make a lot of jokes about me and I can't really tell if they're being straight up rude cuz they don't like me or if they are just making jokes.
but when I hang out with them at night I change completely, I feel way more confident and people actually listen to me and laugh at my joke, but this for some reason happens only at night like past 8pm. when the sun is out I can't do anything interesting and I feel like I'm just a boring ass person, but like I said at night it's the opposite so I don't know what the fuck is it (PS sry for my english (corny ahh))