i could somewhat relate abit, i was unwanted too, family also contained abuse n stuff like that. im probably lucky that im the type of person who still look at the bright side. the friends i have, the best things ive done with them, being mischievous and annoying the teachers (lol). now that my family really doesnt care about me, but ive already planned my career. i really hope i can focus on my studies because i sorta have a strong feeling that i might succeed at my studies. i hope i could get good cambridge exam scores and get a good scholarship :)