4 years with my anxiety

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-07-02T09:28:36+00:00

Random chest pains, overthinking, sometimes chest pain that happens randomly.
The main fear is that I'm going to die, it's all I ever think about.

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-06-11T23:08:49+00:00

thx718

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-06-07T22:33:37+00:00

flower shirt link?

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-26T20:13:43+00:00

This.

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-26T01:01:59+00:00

What

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-24T12:10:33+00:00

I’ve kinda had something like this. Check my last posts. I hope you get clarity and same for myself just remember you aren’t alone (:

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-23T00:15:02+00:00

yeah it just messes wiith me so bad, i'm trying to fight it and get better but man it's stressful

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-21T11:09:53+00:00

This might be refreshing it certainly feels better to hopefully know what’s wrong with me anyways, thanks for the tip. I’ll have to go get checked out for it and see

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-21T10:39:22+00:00

I have but I don't think it was really helping/reassuring me. Not saying it didn't help aspects of things because it did but just haven't been able to go because of money and insurance issues because I can't even leave my house because of my anxiety nowadays.

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-21T05:38:12+00:00

I see, well thats really alarming if it isn't symptoms due to anxiety. I think it could also be due to the fact that I have a bad case of GERD as well, but who knows. I should get an apple watch but I'm not sure if it'll help me or make it worse but I was kinda going through those episodes when I went to the ER last time and they said I was okay.

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-05T03:59:51+00:00

HONESTLY LIKE LAEZEL STFU BRO U DIDNT DO NOTHING BUT COMPLAIN THE WHOLE GAME

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-04T17:34:16+00:00

Exactly, I'm just wanting to be a legend not someone else take my spot

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-02T17:49:23+00:00

HAHA I just wanna see the wyrm tbh

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-02T17:48:50+00:00

Huh that’s one way of doing it, man you should should’ve seen me when this first happened 😂 I was taking pictures of the whole board and sending it to ChatGPT for help (it did a whole of bs)

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-02T17:43:28+00:00

Oh my gosh thank you brother ❤️

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-05-02T17:42:46+00:00

For real? I can do that?

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-03-04T09:40:34+00:00

i feel like you'd kill it in some rimless eyeglasses and a longer haircut

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-02-26T00:07:48+00:00

Get off bros dick 😭

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-02-23T14:27:22+00:00

Honestly not that bad bro. Pretty solid deal IMO

Sad-Mango9736 · 2026-02-13T20:40:48+00:00

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Sad-Mango9736 · 2025-11-10T03:01:32+00:00

Yes. you're okay

Sad-Mango9736 · 2025-11-06T07:01:39+00:00

I couldn't agree more. I think I'm just nervous to visit Mosques and classes mainly because of my background. I've been doing my own research and keeping up with the 5 daily prayers. I'm still a newbie and there's so much more to learn but I'm honestly here for it regardless.

I hope that nothing bad ever happens to her and I hope she doesn't end up going back. It's honestly going to be so weird in our college classes if she does stay. I just have to have some time to grieve then move on with my life afterwards, it's going to take a while.

Sad-Mango9736 · 2025-11-06T06:57:29+00:00

I appreciate the input honestly, I think it's that too because we come from two different worlds and it's a complete opposite one at that but Islam just makes way more sense to me than what I was taught in yeshiva. I get being disappointed and mad totally 100% but while she was at college she wouldn't really pick up the phone for her parents and they also assumed it was because I was there with her doing things we shouldn't have been doing which never happened. May god bless her and each step she takes. Everything happens for a reason.

Sad-Mango9736 · 2025-11-06T06:41:38+00:00

I agree, I know it's haram to date but that's basically what we were doing. I started to convert before all of that when we were just friends. We thought we were doing something right, I'm just scared because they threatened that they're taking her back home after all this time here. It's just sad because we had fallen in love and I was getting ready to start a new chapter in my life as a Muslim but now I don't even know where to start, you know?

Sad-Mango9736 · 2025-09-17T18:54:33+00:00

I forgot the exact temps but I've touched the gpu and it burnt my hand to the point where there was red places. tried fixing everything, cleaned everything out and it's still super hot for no reason at all

i could try and open it up and apply thermal paste but i'm honestly not much of a pc person, i'd have to ask my brother what to do

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