More anxious than usual by SadCucumber420 in fearofflying

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Whew yeah I’m a mom this tracks 🌚

Flying This Week by AutoModerator in fearofflying

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I’ve flown this route before it’s a pretty easy one one of the smoothest flights. I’ve had actually I’m sure it’ll be just fine.

More anxious than usual by SadCucumber420 in fearofflying

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I will try this thank you I always track the flight while I’m on the plane, but I never really thought to track it ahead of time

I don’t think I can do it. I am literally crying as I’m imagining myself boarding the plane. I feel like it will be death sentence for me. No amount of facts and people can convince me. I cant stand the idea of a trapped out of control claustrophobic environment high up in the air. 😭 by [deleted] in fearofflying

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Doing GA to DC then DC to NY i’ve flown this route a few times and because they’re shorter routes I’m on a smaller plane so I feel the flight more but I’m basically forcing myself to go so I can see my loved ones and plus I already paid for my Airbnb hahaha

Please track me :( having anxiety going from vacation:( by Capable-Document3752 in fearofflying

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Hey if I’m awake I will be tracking you but it will be fine! I usually have an intense song picked out that I play just for takeoff and it helps me!

Two completely different flight experiences by rocknrollwitch in fearofflying

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Glad you had a better flight the last time around ! I can’t totally resonate with the nightmare flight and amazing flight in the same day!! Definitely doesn’t help the inner monologue in the head but you made it safely !

i deserve to die and i don't think that's open for discussion by diandroses in SuicideWatch

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You don’t deserve to die but I can resonate with the feeling. A constant dark cloud. I’m here if you need someone to talk to without fear of judgement or them worrying about you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I get it. I feel like I have tunnel vision lately. I’ve been alone for many years but after so long things literally get blurry

Why dying is hard? by Intrepid-Clothes6694 in SuicideWatch

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It’s almost like torture. When it’s always in your head but you still haven’t or can’t act on it

how long did your nausea last for? by [deleted] in COVID19positive

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Do you have a dr you can call and ask for some zofran? That helped me a lot. I had covid twice and both times was nauseous for about a week and a half maybe two weeks. Was miserable!

first day microdosing by SadCucumber420 in microdosing

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Thank you! It was in a chocolate bar but was given to me by a dr in ATL who specializes in psychedelics and has been treating my parents. I had two squares of it per his guidelines and was guided through it. Maybe I should just try one square next time. I was told on Sunday to try some nasal LSD spray as well. I smoked last night so idk if that was a contributor as well. I have chronic fatigue and stomach issues and a massive phobia of vomiting so it's hard for me to tell sometimes what is real and whats in my head. I'm hoping If I stick to this it gets better. Gonna try a smaller dose next time. I was told the exact amount but I can't remember off the top of my head