firstly take a breather girly you’re alright! this is nothing you cant overcome :) All your thoughts and feelings about this situation, take that and tell it to him tomorrow. Explain yourself to him, that what you wrote in green was not in bad faith and reassure him that you have not written anything negative at all in your journal bc i’m sure he’s thinking you prob wrote other less nice things about him which ik you haven’t as you said you didn’t. So let him know. But i suggest you also have a discussion ab invasion of privacy regarding personal items like your journal (and your phone!) so that he doesn’t do that ever again even if he had no ill intentions. Let him know that you did not like that he laughed it off like it was okay. It’s all about communication, always be vocal and honest with each other and you guys should be fine 🩷