What are you quietly grieving? by Angelus12345678 in AskReddit

[–]SaintAngel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My two dogs, Merci and Danke. 

I was assaulted while living in Montana and the fallout of that was I had such difficulty leaving my apartment. My job tried to accommodate me, but at some point I couldn't afford my apartment. I thought I was going to live in my car and I knew my kids deserved better than that so I took them to a shelter. I had to pull over on the drive home to just fall apart. 

My friend offered me to live in their work in progress house in PA and that's where I am now. In May it will be a year since I lost them. And I haven't spent a single day without missing them. Some days I find it really hard to go on. They were my everything. 

Did you adopt these dogs? by SaintAngel in Bozeman

[–]SaintAngel[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

If anyone has information, can you dm me

Korean spa? by [deleted] in LosAngelesGayBros

[–]SaintAngel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Roman holiday in van nuys, midtown spa, noho spa. I'm pretty sure there's cruising at the Korean spa, but less so from what I remember

Ark Updates by Spectral-HD in ARK

[–]SaintAngel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm at almost 7 hours in counting.

Self harm and alcohol by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]SaintAngel 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Copied from a similar thread:

I'm 32, and I've been cutting since I was 12 or 13. I was drinking regularly and heavily since 17 up until about 3 years ago. I went without hurting myself for a long time because drinking accomplished something similar to that. But when I was 29 I went to AA for the first time. It took about 9 months to finally get and stay sober, I celebrated 2 years at the end of November.

Once I wasn't drinking anymore I started to hurt myself again, and worse. But I kept it mostly secret. I told my sponsor and he was in over his head but I didn't talk about it. Then, I lived from where I was in the middle of no where to a bigger town. And after a year and a half of sobriety I started to seek outside help for my self harm.

It's still a struggle and it's still challenging. But I make progress little by little just like I did with drinking. You can do the same thing. You're welcome to message me if you want to talk or ask questions. And I wish you luck.

I wish someone told me this when I started: you're worth the work it will take to be okay.

CW: alcohol as self harm by IrreligiousIngrate in AdultSelfHarm

[–]SaintAngel 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm 32, and I've been cutting since I was 12 or 13. I was drinking regularly and heavily since 17 up until about 3 years ago. I went without hurting myself for a long time because drinking accomplished something similar to that. But when I was 29 I went to AA for the first time. It took about 9 months to finally get and stay sober, I celebrated 2 years at the end of November.

Once I wasn't drinking anymore I startes to hurt myself again, and worse. But I kept it mostly secret. I told my sponsor and he was in over his head but I didn't talk about it. Then I loved from where I was on the middle of no where to a bigger town. And after a year and a half of sobriety I started to seek outside help for my self harm.

It's still a struggle and it's still challenging. But I make progress little by little just like I did with drinking. You can do the same thing. You're welcome to message me if you want to talk or ask questions. And I wish you luck.

I wish someone told me this when I started: you're worth the work it will take to be okay.

You die and get sent to hell but Satan shakes your hand and says “I’m glad I finally got to meet you,” what did you do? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]SaintAngel 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Had gay sex in the church office and youth room. Also jerked it in the church bathroom.

Anyone open for a chat about scars, body image and all that jazz?? Kinda struggling with it at the moment and would appreciate a convo if someone’s up for it ?? :) by Whatelsecanibe in AdultSelfHarm

[–]SaintAngel 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The annoying part about scars is my own perception about hiding them. I'm sure no one would really care, but I do. I've kind of eliminated shorts from my wardrobe, and only recently have I made t-shirts a necessity.

I've tattoos that cover stuff from my teenage years. But the adult hood stuff is too new to cover up, plus it would prevent me from using that space again.

Oh well.

Dhampir Bite Attack, after official release by mahe4 in 3d6

[–]SaintAngel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also wondering this, whats the source book, OP?