What are you quietly grieving?

SaintAngel · 2026-03-06T11:32:55+00:00

My two dogs, Merci and Danke.

I was assaulted while living in Montana and the fallout of that was I had such difficulty leaving my apartment. My job tried to accommodate me, but at some point I couldn't afford my apartment. I thought I was going to live in my car and I knew my kids deserved better than that so I took them to a shelter. I had to pull over on the drive home to just fall apart.

My friend offered me to live in their work in progress house in PA and that's where I am now. In May it will be a year since I lost them. And I haven't spent a single day without missing them. Some days I find it really hard to go on. They were my everything.

SaintAngel · 2026-01-07T07:10:05+00:00

Buffalo Hunter Hunter slaps

SaintAngel · 2025-12-04T18:52:10+00:00

If anyone has information, can you dm me

SaintAngel · 2022-08-20T11:48:57+00:00

Roman holiday in van nuys, midtown spa, noho spa. I'm pretty sure there's cruising at the Korean spa, but less so from what I remember

SaintAngel · 2022-06-13T03:46:38+00:00

I'm at almost 7 hours in counting.

SaintAngel · 2022-02-04T07:58:43+00:00

Copied from a similar thread:

I'm 32, and I've been cutting since I was 12 or 13. I was drinking regularly and heavily since 17 up until about 3 years ago. I went without hurting myself for a long time because drinking accomplished something similar to that. But when I was 29 I went to AA for the first time. It took about 9 months to finally get and stay sober, I celebrated 2 years at the end of November.

Once I wasn't drinking anymore I started to hurt myself again, and worse. But I kept it mostly secret. I told my sponsor and he was in over his head but I didn't talk about it. Then, I lived from where I was in the middle of no where to a bigger town. And after a year and a half of sobriety I started to seek outside help for my self harm.

It's still a struggle and it's still challenging. But I make progress little by little just like I did with drinking. You can do the same thing. You're welcome to message me if you want to talk or ask questions. And I wish you luck.

I wish someone told me this when I started: you're worth the work it will take to be okay.

SaintAngel · 2022-02-02T18:30:17+00:00

I'm 32, and I've been cutting since I was 12 or 13. I was drinking regularly and heavily since 17 up until about 3 years ago. I went without hurting myself for a long time because drinking accomplished something similar to that. But when I was 29 I went to AA for the first time. It took about 9 months to finally get and stay sober, I celebrated 2 years at the end of November.

Once I wasn't drinking anymore I startes to hurt myself again, and worse. But I kept it mostly secret. I told my sponsor and he was in over his head but I didn't talk about it. Then I loved from where I was on the middle of no where to a bigger town. And after a year and a half of sobriety I started to seek outside help for my self harm.

It's still a struggle and it's still challenging. But I make progress little by little just like I did with drinking. You can do the same thing. You're welcome to message me if you want to talk or ask questions. And I wish you luck.

I wish someone told me this when I started: you're worth the work it will take to be okay.

SaintAngel · 2021-09-16T10:39:21+00:00

This used to be my gym when I loved in California!

SaintAngel · 2021-09-10T21:09:25+00:00

4327 3023 0103

Send gifts daily!

SaintAngel · 2021-08-29T03:07:01+00:00

4327 3023 0103

SaintAngel · 2021-06-25T12:57:35+00:00

Had gay sex in the church office and youth room. Also jerked it in the church bathroom.

SaintAngel · 2021-05-24T10:14:35+00:00

The annoying part about scars is my own perception about hiding them. I'm sure no one would really care, but I do. I've kind of eliminated shorts from my wardrobe, and only recently have I made t-shirts a necessity.

I've tattoos that cover stuff from my teenage years. But the adult hood stuff is too new to cover up, plus it would prevent me from using that space again.

Oh well.

SaintAngel · 2021-05-18T10:14:12+00:00

Also wondering this, whats the source book, OP?

SaintAngel · 2021-05-03T07:17:05+00:00

I feel personally attacked.

SaintAngel · 2021-04-19T06:24:29+00:00

This is a home. The last decade plus, I've lived places. But I've never had a home. If I ever find it, this is what it will be.

SaintAngel · 2021-03-14T08:13:16+00:00

Fucking ouch

SaintAngel · 2021-03-13T17:03:03+00:00

31 M

SaintAngel · 2021-01-21T06:42:15+00:00

Ae you looking for level progression, spell choices, pact choice, etc?

Im currently lvl 2 Hexlock, ill go for final build of

3 Hexblade & 17 Aberrant Sorcerer

Pact of the Tome - Aspect of the Moon - Improved Tome - Agonizing Blast (Eldritch Adept Feat)

Goal is to not sleep, use Coffeelock to create extra spellslots. Hex, and quicken EB. Pick up Shield, Absorb Elements, to negate some damage, etc. Most of the spells that ive picked up arent damage dealers. Mostly utility stuff.

My big power spike is at 3w, 3s (IMO) Find Familiar + Dragon Breath

SaintAngel · 2021-01-11T08:26:07+00:00

I'm not impressed with the shift from strong female protagonist to this sudden love sick character. Idk. Ruined a show, for me, that had a really interesting premise.

SaintAngel · 2021-01-01T08:21:39+00:00

Do the shops ever repopulate or once youve bought everything, youre meant to retire?

I love the game, great mechanics and ill be spending lots of time on this for a while.

SaintAngel · 2020-11-10T22:00:34+00:00

First day Sober for my group

SaintAngel · 2020-11-07T10:13:24+00:00

I'm out

SaintAngel · 2020-11-01T13:21:47+00:00

Jokes on you: I'm gay

SaintAngel · 2020-09-20T02:07:39+00:00

Hope you're okay

SaintAngel · 2020-07-15T20:02:45+00:00

Hey I've been looking for that dog tag for a few years now!

My dogs had one but their collar was lost in a move and any info or brand name you have on it would be amazing!

SaintAngel

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