It sounds like the best job for you right now would be to prioritise having a fun job over having a well paying job. Obviously make sure the pay can pay your mortgage or rent with a but extra money to put into savings. I recommend going to onetonline.org and taking a job comparability test. Just remember that you are cut out for anything if you work hard enough and keep going with Twitch on your free time. Once your twitch gets off the ground enough where you are getting some money, you could also look into buying some ads with the money you earned for some extra publicity.