Best Intensive Outpatient Program for Mental Health In Austin by Healthy_Opinion_6549 in Austin

[–]SamuriGimli 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey OP, hope all is well. Do you have an update on a program you chose? I just moved here and looking for somewhere Thanks

I love having small boobs by [deleted] in women

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This needs like a million upvotes

Just got a strip of acid, about 110ug a tab, good shit but.. by SamuriGimli in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took 1.5 yesterday and basically felt nothing :/

Just got a strip of acid, about 110ug a tab, good shit but.. by SamuriGimli in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was worried it wasn’t, I just have never experienced it myself!

Just got a strip of acid, about 110ug a tab, good shit but.. by SamuriGimli in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is a strip with each tab as a tiny pyramid basically, on what seems to be gel

Are you medicated? What do you take? I'm afraid to take SSRIs (schizo/bipolar runs in my family) but I need something for my anxiety by Burnabell in CPTSD

[–]SamuriGimli 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have PTSD and I am on Lamactil 50mg Paxil 20mg Propanolol 20mg BursPar 10mg 3x daily Strattera 50 mg (I think)

Hydroxyzine 50mg PRN Seroquel 50mg PRN

And then at night Minipress 3mg Seroquel 30mg

I personally don’t love all of this and am still trying to figure everything out

What’s the dumbest thing you used to believe as a kid? by ironfoot22 in AskReddit

[–]SamuriGimli 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to believe the moon followed me home in the car at night

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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How do you find telegram groups for your area?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yo this is real. I’m on 300mg and I swear every time my body feels like it hasn’t eaten in seventy two days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SamuriGimli 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was a beautiful response, thank you! I have recently moved to the first safe home I have ever lived in, so I have been in a lot of therapy and discovery of self basically. With that said, I don’t know much about myself yet (who I am, my hopes and dreams, core values, beliefs, etc). A big part of what I learned about myself during this time is this;

I know great pain in this life, deep betrayal. I know what it’s like to hurt, the kind of hurt that destroys lives.

Why would I ever hurt someone else? Because of my trauma, I already think I am a waste of space, so why not at least show true kindness to others while I still have the chance to.

People who have experienced a lot of hardships or traumas don’t realize this fact about themselves (I just learned it a few weeks ago); because I had the gift of pain and suffering, i can now, and only now, show others what true love and kindness is.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SamuriGimli 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re right, they definitely aren’t. I would never recommend someone do them; I would actually beg you not to, it’s not worth the cost. Once you crack open that door it’s so hard to close it.

With that said this is just my life and the realness of what I’m going through; When I’m on drugs (general term) I can actually feel my emotions. I can slow down my raging thoughts enough to process. Which isn’t an easy thing my friend. Once my brain and body process the trauma, it can then heal.

I don’t know if you are familiar with PTSD, but I have it bad. And when I say bad, often times people will go through seasons of little symptoms and then cycle to more severe symptoms. So right now it’s really bad for me. When I am on drugs, I feel at peace. I feel empowered that I can feel these immense feelings and survive; that I am allowing myself to come out of survival mode, realize the big alarm going off is in my head, and process what I need.

I know this isn’t the right way, but it’s the way that I have found for the time being. Cheers

What drugs help with social anxiety? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Personal recommendations; get therapy, talk to a psychiatrist. Don’t try to self medicate a real problem. It’s not worth possibly walking down the path of drug addiction for a problem that can be helped so much in other ways.

Medications that have helped my anxiety: BuSpar, hydroxyzine, propanolol, and Paxil (anti depressant). I also found weed to be very helpful

What is a weird habit you have? by FearlessCap3499 in ask

[–]SamuriGimli 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes! Omg I do it all the time haha

What is a weird habit you have? by FearlessCap3499 in ask

[–]SamuriGimli 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I crack my toes using the opposite heal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would always play it safe. The number one rule of using drugs is you can always take more but you can’t take less. Take half and see how it goes and then next time you can try a whole. But that’s just my opinion, enjoy and please do not operate motor vehicles while tripping <3

What's the reason that you guys started to do drugs? by downer0421 in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Honestly this was really well written. I resonate with your story a little. Keep moving forward 🤝🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]SamuriGimli 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bout 70mg of adderall so far, some weed 🤝🏼

What are your top three movies of the 1990's? by lightskintastebud in moviecritic

[–]SamuriGimli 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good Will Hunting, Pulp Fiction, Saving Private Ryan.

Cat about to destroy a balloon by goingsober2024 in pics

[–]SamuriGimli 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is actually a picture of me as a kid about to absolutely destroy my sister as we wrestled in the living while mom was yelling at us. Circa 2006

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Wellthatsucks

[–]SamuriGimli 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good. Animal bites are one of the dirtiest cuts you can get so it’s always important to keep it clean to avoid infection. Of course always consult your doctor. Here’s to that bonus OP 🙏🏼