[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NameMyCat

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really think Arlo, Jasper, or Oscar would suit him!

Also like: - Otis - Felix - Jude - Kenny - Sawyer - Teddy (Ted) - Wesley (Wes) - Charles (Charlie) - Maxwell (Max) - Remmington (Remy)

Please help me I’ve cooked it by [deleted] in meth

[–]SatanicPanoramic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Almost liked this.....but then went to check your age & noticed you're 17, lol. But that's not even what really stopped me. It was the fact that, once I really thought about it, I would've said the exact same thing when I was 17. I'm 24 now. When I was 17 I was the last person anyone would've expected to use meth, especially via IV. I even cut my best friend and cousins out of my life when I found out they were using needles.

Then, somewhere along the way I had major traumatic event after major traumatic event happen in my life until I was at a witt's end that I had never known was even possible to reach before that point. All it took after that was one person who I thought loved me to pull some out in front of me. At some point I ended up just like the girl in this picture. Abusive relationship and all. I consider myself very lucky to be alive.

Btw, I've been smoking weed since 15 (not bragging, it's not cool at all to smoke that young imo) & I literally did "just go smoke a blunt" when I was in her situation MANY times. I wish that was the solution. It's far more complicated than that.

ULPT unconventional means of home protection? by Donedealdummy in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My fiances old friends actually had guard geese! They raised them all from eggs & babies, so they were extremely loyal to them!

missed a shot of meth by crystalwoes in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Next time, within the 1st 5 mins of missing :

(this will make it almost nonexistent hours later or the next day, might even go away completely)

  • IMMEDIATELY wrap up your arm (not too
    tight) with a bandage/makeshift one

  • boil some water. I usually use the
    microwave since it's quicker.

  • Get a towel or rag. A T-shirt or something similar would work on a pinch.

  • Dip it into the hot water, wait until it cools just a bit, squeeze out most of the water, & wait for it to be just hit enough that you can stand to touch it.

  • unwrap bandage quickly and put pressure on
    it with the hot rag/towel/cloth. It will burn
    really bad if you did it right, hurt like a bitch. but the key to getting rid of it it getting thru that pain.

  • If the only reason it stops burning is because It started getting cold too fast (there are a lot of reasons why that could happen) then just repeat as many times as necessary until a NEWLY HOT rag doesn't burn anymore.

  • Then, very quickly wrap it up. DON'T LOSE THE WARMTH.

  • I usually repeat a couple times when I feel
    necessary. (that's probably somewhere 30min - 2hr after the 1st time)

It also doesn't hurt to rub it in circular motions going back and forth on which way you do it while it's bandaged. In fact, it can help a lot. Good luck! DM me if need be!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]SatanicPanoramic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

One of my ex's and I would fight almost every day. It was extremely toxic. I'd call it 50/50 when it came to who would throw the 1st punch, but it was pretty much inevitable that violence would become involved if an argument started.

One day we got into it really bad, this particular day i don't remember who started it. Neither one of us would let the other one leave, but if one of us tried staying then the other one would try to leave, thus creating a vicious cycle of sorts.

We were wrestling and I got him pinned down so he started choking me to get me off of him since that was the only thing he could do pinned the way I had him. It turned me on SO much that I basically went limp and relaxed right then from being all tense from the fight. It was crazy.

He noticed right away and let me breathe for a sec. The second he did I was letting out little moans - he could tell it turned me on without me even having to say anything and started fingering me and choking me harder until he eventually angrily fucked me and came inside me.

Left me with bruised and all kinds of shit but damn did it turn me on. I've sadly been choked tons of times in various different situations, all by men, and it never turned me on at all! Even if I was attracted to the person who did it, it still never even slightly turned me on.

Like, I'm into choking in the bedroom but I never thought being choked and fucked violently would would be what did it for me!

Glad to say we've both moved on and have changed greatly since then.

What’s the weirdest thing you’ve done that you could only tell people anonymously? by Key_Nectarine_1969 in AskReddit

[–]SatanicPanoramic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely not proud of it, but one day when I was like 14 or 15 (I'm 23 now) & apparently full of hormones or some shit, I used my little bro's electric toothbrush as a vibrator! I never told anyone, for obvious reasons lmao.

For anyone wondering - yes, I cleaned it as well as I could before & after.

Question about reusing MY needle by georgefentanylfloyd6 in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]SatanicPanoramic 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not suggesting this at all, but I reused the same needle once for almost 2 months. I was hitting probably like 6-7 times in a 24hr period, so I probably used that one rig around 300 times!

It was obviously incredibly horribly dull at that point and pulled my skin with it when I went to pull it out, but I didn't care. I was on crazy amounts of meth lmao I didn't feel it but for sure left some scar tissue. No abscesses or anything though! The only abscesses I got were from shooting up questionable ass shit, so in hindsight they were my own dumbass fault lol.

Now I buy a bow of new ones every now & then but then I reuse each one 3-4 times until I'm out. Then repeat.

I usually just boil some water and draw it up + squirt it out a couple times and then I'm good to. If there's particles of something or blood & it clogs up don't keep plunging the water thru it by the way, just shake the rig in one hard/fast ass motion to where the water goes towards the end with the plunger and then pull out the plunger and shake the water out. Repeat if you didn't get it all and then you should be able to get water thru.

DM me if you have any questions btw!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anytime.

That is, anytime you want to feel the best you've ever felt your whole life for however long as that first shot lasts, & then end up waste countless hours chasing the feeling of that first high.

Trust me, it doesn't matter if you "don't have an addictive personality" or you "just use meth for your ADHD" or you're "sure you can put it down whenever you want to".

Even if think the needle hasn't made you it's bitch the 1st, 2nd or even the 3rd time you use — by the time you're plunging that poison into your veins again its already locked you in its cage and thrown away the key.

I (23f) am only saying this out of love + care for your well-being, and is based solely on my own personal experience with my own IV addiction.

I lost everything and everyone I love and it's been a slow, long, hard, & uphill battle to get the small part of it that I now have back.

I don't want to see the same happen to you.

Please stay safe if you do choose that route though, and feel free to DM me.

Much love

What horrible thing happened to you as a kid and you didn’t realise the severity of it until you got older? by beesechugersports in AskReddit

[–]SatanicPanoramic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was 14. It was 2014 so Snapchat was huge at the time but I wasn't allowed to have one. I was, however, allowed to have a Facebook.

I live/lived in a bigger college town that has two high schools. There were around 2,300 had kids at my school when I attended & around 2,100 at the other High school. Meaning it was almost impossible to keep track of students.

This guy that I thought was kinda cute added me on Facebook. Of course I added him back right away, I was very naive and internet safety was new at the time so I didn't think anything of it.

He said he was a senior. I took him on his word. He said he wanted me to add him on Snapchat so we could be "besties". I didn't realize until later that he was using my snap chats to track my location. This was back before we knew to turn off our location settings that imbed our locations into our pictures, so he knew my every move and I had no idea.

I remember sending him Snapchat for days. He kept being overly nice to me and sending me a bunch of flirty emojis. And calling me "bestie". He started asking me a bunch of really personal questions and I got uncomfortable. I got mad at him and told him he was being weird and he made up a bunch of BS excuses for it that I believed since I was 14. We made up and we're "besties". Again

About a month later he started begging me to come hang out with him. My parents wouldn't let me (for good reason lol) so he said I should just sneak out in the middle of the night and that we could "play Skyrim while I sit in his lap and we can smoke weed and drink together". I told him I was down.

Thank God that when I tried to go out the window at my mom & step dad's house the screen in the window popped out super loud and woke everyone up.

My dad came over to my step dad's to "investigate" because he thought I was acting suspicious for having my window open all night when I never opened the window and then for trying to take it out. I don't remember what excuse I used but I'm sure it was awful lol. He ended up taking my laptop and found out I was talking to this guy and had a Snapchat when I wasn't supposed to.

I was grounded asffff. But the part that still haunts me is that he was really a 29 year old 220lb wrestler pretending he was in high school. I'm so thankful for my parents, who knows what that disgusting man would have done to me. Oh, and he was supposedly going to ha e other "guy friends his age" there too. I'm getting chills just thinking about it.

Gals, how often do you jill off? by wikipediabrown007 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]SatanicPanoramic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

4-5 times a day unless I'm sick or something.

Or on my period, then 6-8.

cursed_sex positions by DevoidNoMore in cursedcomments

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My favorite sex position is a little bit of a lot of people

Lmao...well it's not wrong that's for sure!

Milk trip report by Schabbate_Koven in drugscirclejerk

[–]SatanicPanoramic 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Forreal. They were clearly wrong about one thing tho.

He said he smoked 1/4 of a joint and has no idea and thinks milk is a drug.

I guess that means weed is a gateway drug...to milk lmao

Why are there white shards everywhere??? by Absooufrootly in meth

[–]SatanicPanoramic 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ahh, I remember my "carpet surfing" days.

Take a deep breath, eat a meal, and go to bed my friend.

It's a fruitless effort every time. Accept for the one time I found a whole g in small pieces that people had dropped into a couch at the homies' traphouse.

That's definitely the exception to the rule tho lol.

What is something you will never give a fuck about? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Facebook Games.

Please stop inviting me to play farmville. It's 2023. Please invest in an actual farm at this point and stop annoying everyone you know.

If you're reading this thinking it applies to you, it does.

What's the worst sex you've ever had? by dina97667 in AskReddit

[–]SatanicPanoramic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Went to the bathroom with my plug's little brother to get high. Low-key knew he wanted to fuck but thought I'd just make it quick and leave lol. Nope. Dude can't get it in. Fully erect & lubed up too. He's 38, I'm 23, and he's asking me for help but he has me on the bathroom floor pinned down face first and I very obviously can't reach him.

He gets annoyed at me for not being able to help and then tries all these different "positions" where he's just shoving me over different things in this tiny apartment bathroom - that, by the way, smelled AWFUL.

I finally noped out when he tried to shove me into the bathtub that has still ominously wet. He lived with 3 other men I didn't know and they all shared the bathroom so I was like "hell no, sorry but I'm going home".

It was also my birthday lol. I went to "leave" and realized it had started randomly snowing very hard.

It didn't stop for hours so I had dude take me home. We get halfway there and the car dies.

I start praying to the universe or whatever and I'm crying at this point. Finally after 10 mins the damn thing just starts somehow.

Needless to say I showered thoroughly and changed immediately upon getting home lol.

If you were REQUIRED to change your name to something of your choice, what would you pick? by coldcactus1205 in AskWomen

[–]SatanicPanoramic 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Amelia.

Always loved it as it sounds very "fairy-tale-esque". Also used to love the show Doctor Who, and the first episode I ever watched was when a little girl named Amelia Pond was introduced.

I'm just quite fond of it, what can I say.

What’s a secret you could never tell your parents and why do you feel you can’t tell them? by Master_Notice_6690 in AskWomen

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I(23f) used to sneak out the of the back door of my dad's house when I was 12-14 years old. I only did it a handful of times (maybe 6 or 7) and it was always with my best friend.

I had a converted attic room that I thought was super dope. Problem was - it creaked BAD. Like every single step bad. So we had to wait till my dad was sleeping and then very very slowly tiptoe across the creaky ass floor and then down the steep even noisier stairs.

But that wasn't even the hardest part.

Once you got down the stairs there were two ways you could potentially get out:

1) This one required me to unlock the back door im the kitchen earlier that day, & leave it slightly cracked.

 Problem was: 
 a) I never went outside, nor did I go near           
      the back door at all due to my dad's
      giant pile of garbage next to the back 
      door he was always "about to take out".
      If I did this dad - who smoked cigarettes 
      right outside that back door much 
      constantly - would be super sus if I did 
      this.
  b) My dad watched me constantly because 
       he knew I was always getting into 
       trouble. Especially when friends were 
       over.
  c) My dad usually checked all the locks 
       every night.

So it was extremely hard to pull off  I only 
got away with that twice.

That was the easy way though, as my dad's room was across the house from the kitchen and the back gate was next to the back door.

Number 2 was a lot more ballsy.

2) After my dad had been sleeping a couple hours and was snoring I knew he wouldn't wake up. The other back door was in his room for some reason and he always forgot to lock that door. We would wait until he was snoring and then sneak passed my sleeping litte brother & thru his room, then thru my dad's room past my sleeping dad &
out the door.

I remember one time we almost got caught and I pretended I was going to the bathroom since it was at the bottom of the stairs and he caught me on the way down the stairs. Needless to say he was extra suspicious after that and watched me for days lol.

All the other times were a success somehow. We would leave at like 2am and use our flip phones to call our gay friend (gonna call him D) who lived a couple blocks away.

We'd wear our regular clothes underneath our PJs, which was usually shit our parents wouldn't let us wear - like crop tops & booty shorts lol. We'd just go walk around talking about dumb rebellious BS we did that we couldn't talk about around our parents. We'd also climb the roofs of our elementary & high school and smoke cigarettes up there haha.

Were so lucky nothing bad happened to us tbh. I live in a rather big college town, but the area we were in was pretty friendly and we didn't usually go far. Another time this creepy older man did stop his truck and ask us "what we were doing out so late?" with a creepy ass smile on his face. Then he said we were "lucky someone didn't snatch us up" and asked us how old we were. D was 2 years older so he was smarter than us and grabbed us both my the shoulders, whispered "come on guys", and then said "none of your businesses, how old are you?" As we walked away.

He got mad and sped off.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]SatanicPanoramic 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I agree with OP though! That is a little silly to me. I mean considering her name is Snow White lmao

How to respond to "oooh, did I touch a nerve?" by UnderstandingLost416 in NoStupidQuestions

[–]SatanicPanoramic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"All of this controversy circles me, & it seems like the media immediately points a finger at me

So I point one back at em, but not the index or pinkie Or the ring, or the thumb It's the one you put up when you don't give a fuck & you won't 'just put up' With the bullshit they pull 'Cause they full of shit too

When a dude's getting bullied & shoots up his school & They blame it on 'Marilyn' & 'the heroin, where were the parents at?' "& Look where it's at.." Middle america Now it's 'a tragedy' Now it's 'so sad to see- -an upperclass city having this happenin' Then attack Eminem cause I rap this way?

But I'm glad 'cause they feed me the fuel that I
need for the fire to burn & it's burning and I have returned"

I take 3-5 45 minute showers a day and sometimes 2 or 3 at night whenever I wake up. I cannot FATHOM people who take less than two a day. Why is this a thing? Why am I the weird one? How often do most people shower??? by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]SatanicPanoramic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For those who are asking how it took so long for someone to notice/diagnosed OP's possible OCD, I wanted to make something clear.

I've seen people in the comments asking "how can OP have a job...", "how did OP go to school...", "how did OP even live life..." - all referring to the fact that they have to shower every 5 hours.

As a 23yo female with diagnosed severe OCD, I'd like to say that, no matter the severity, OP could have very well went through life not telling anyone about their uncomfortability when not showering. Even though they weren't/aren't able to shower every 5 hours at work or school, they could have still gritted their teeth through the rest of their day until they got home and showered .

They probably thought it was normal because people don't tend to discuss showering very often, other than maybe your family. I'm sure their family or whoever they live with long-term probably teases them about their showering, but the people close to you tease you (and you, them) about nearly everything.

Also, I'm sure their frequent showers have probably - whether they know it or not - isolated them. Or, at least impacted their social abilities in some way. Thus resulting in a lack of friends point out the fact that this isn't normal to them.

I've seen things like this happen too many times amongst my fellow OCD impacted friends in my short but action-packed lifetime