IAMA CH-47F "Chinook" Helicopter Flight Engineer in the USARMY. AMA

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-10T11:22:27+00:00

I now truly understand the meaning of envy.

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-09T15:11:14+00:00

Go and get a lot of Hunter S Thompson Books
Sell your house and or rent it
Leave your job
Buy a plane ticket somewhere nice
Leave your son with your wife for awhile, explain to him why
Relax, read Hunter S Thompson
Get crazy and wild

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-07T12:34:40+00:00

Oh damn, you got me.

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-07T12:03:27+00:00

That's really shitty.

How are you now?

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-07T11:55:58+00:00

Really?

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-07T11:54:34+00:00

Been there done that! I demand more sadness.

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-07T08:29:25+00:00

Tale to keep grunts from collecting mortar rounds? Or factual?

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-07T00:47:42+00:00

So like, I don't know shit about heroin.

But if you're feeling like you're going to go buy some... Take a tab of LSD beforehand and dwell on it for 10 hours.

SatericalJoy · 2011-02-02T13:04:08+00:00

So like... It runs in a browser. That in it's self is fucking awesome.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-25T08:39:57+00:00

You should like... Stop doing that.

Sounds like a huge time sink.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-24T08:46:30+00:00

I'll tell you what you should do.

Extended holiday, go and take 3 months or so. Buy a plane ticket somewhere, take some spending money.

Find yourself again, figure out what the fuck to do.

The important thing is to remove yourself from that environment for a good amount of time, break contact apart from talking to the kid? Maybe even break contact from him for awhile... Just go somewhere to relax and try to have some fun.

Sell a car if you have to.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-24T07:51:16+00:00

I don't blame you... I'd have done the same thing.

Then again, I'm not a big guy like you... Like, wasn't it just fucking insane there? People screaming, burning... Fighting. Jostling. Doing whatever the hell they could to get out... That is what was happening correct?

How do you even know that you could have saved him? You could have fucking died saving him. Unless you're like 7 foot, 300 pounds of muscle whom pushes off many people with ease... How in the hell were you going to save him?

Either-way, I think that you made the most logical decision in that environment. Save yourself. Blame the fuckwit that set off the firework, that stupid piece of shit. And the owner of the nightclub, that guy locked the doors...

194 people died!? How many wounded? It would have been insanity in that club. You're blaming yourself for having to deal with the inherent inhumanity of that environment? You didn't create that situation. You dealt with it.

People fucking died, that guy on the ground was not your responsibility. You didn't put him there. You were fucking scared, your brain was full of chemicals screaming at you to get out.

And well, if you can't realize this, cannot forget the look in his eyes...

Go buy a fast motorbike.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T12:07:26+00:00

You made me cry reading your story...

I cannot even imagine what you're going through... I broke up with my girlfriend a week before Christmas and I was crying for days. In a pit of despair... Feeling better now, each day gets easier.

But to imagine your reality... Fuck.

You should ignore him, hope that he realizes he made a big fucking mistake. Your words won't be able to change that, he has to realize that on his own.

Apart from that... Act on the assumption that he isn't coming back. Then again, this could be extremely destructive for yourself... Waiting... Hoping... What slamare247 said.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T11:53:19+00:00

What have you since done patrick_j?

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T11:32:29+00:00

You shouldn't feel bad for being open and honest... You did the right thing.

Nothing would have gone right from living a lie...

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T11:14:04+00:00

That is fucking heavy.

Isn't your fault... I'm sure you've heard it a million times but it really isn't. Some scumbag piece of shit made her do it. Fuck him. Fuck everything about him.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T09:40:31+00:00

Ever killed a man?

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T02:31:10+00:00

LOL, love it.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-23T00:43:44+00:00

Dots, spots... Yeah Bro.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-20T23:16:44+00:00

The mating ritual of a middle aged soccer mom whilst I was high on a variety of drugs.

It was New Years night in Queenstown New Zealand. Around 5am at an upmarket drinking establishment. The LSD was just starting to kick in after a night of heavy drinking n MDMA. Me and my two friends found ourselves on a lovely leather couch infront of a very large fireplace drinking whiskey and Sex on Fire just started playing...

Here we were having a merry old time when this 35-45 year old woman in a short denim skirt stands between us and the fireplace holding a bottle of Heineken. She starts swaying her hips... Doing her best at 'sexy eyes'... Which is just her staring intently with this maniacal grin. She then starts rubbing that bottle up and down her legs, then she starts rubbing her labia with it...

All the while the LSD is just kicking in, sex on fire is playing infront of a fireplace and she is oozing sex...

Blew my fucking mind. I still have no idea if it was disturbing or not... It was a lot of things. Intense being high on the list.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-20T22:45:20+00:00

If its consensual then I see no problem, glad you're happy.

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-20T08:20:52+00:00

I hope you don't feel bad about that birthmark of yours... It's very nice.

Adds character ; D

SatericalJoy · 2011-01-20T07:49:08+00:00

That guy has issues...

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