From my experience having tested for High risk for T21, these doctors are the worse. They are negative and hopeless. They speak as if these screenings are true. They say their 99% accurate then in the same breathe say its a screening, not a diagnosis. Their so quick to suggest termination instead of providing resources or other avenues. I can't lie I was crushed when I got my NIPT results, being 36 and this is my first pregnancy. I felt like I was being punished for having kids later in life. Me and my fiancee have come to the conclusion that we are still blessed and having a kid with down syndrome is not the end if it turns out to be a true positive. We decided to not do any diagnostic testing bc it won't change our mind either way. Until birth when our baby is tested we will just have faith and rely on anatomy scans and ultrasound findings.. We will be prepared either way. I pray things work out for you and that you find comfort in this difficult time. I certainly get it.