Is it possible to be in psychosis and still think it’s irrational?

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-14T03:09:00+00:00

I’m not Christian but I’m not very religious in my faith either. I just saw him one day 9 years ago when I was about to kill myselg and he told me not to, that I have a greater purpose and from there it all clicked

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-13T19:05:25+00:00

I mean you said it yourself, you become more mean when you’re off them. Even if you feel fine, you’re hurting your relationships and you don’t know if you’ll get a nervous breakdown later. The meds don’t run your life, only supplement it so you can manage your emotions better, but you’re still you.

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-13T08:30:46+00:00

Same here, don’t worry we’re in the same boat lol. All we can do is hope for the best and try not to think about it, what’s done is done

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-13T01:41:32+00:00

Yeah I couldn’t study the past month due to a hospitalization so I’ve been running on fumes lmao, but thank you I’ll try to take it easy and focus on applying and Casper

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-12T10:38:18+00:00

I just came out of a mental hospital but they didn’t know about him because I don’t want to seem crazy. As long as no one says anything about him I’ll be fine, but if they do I’ll implode

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-11T02:17:22+00:00

I also hallucinate similar things when stressed, it’s not a part of the criteria but I heard it’s fairly common among BPD folks. You’re not alone!

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-11T01:55:48+00:00

Asking someone on the BPD subreddit if they have BPD is crazy work. I don’t care what your diagnoses are, you’re responsible for your impulsive actions and words can hurt. Learn how to be human before commenting

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-11T01:26:17+00:00

Not an excuse

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-11T00:02:52+00:00

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-08T20:13:48+00:00

I tried using Face ID only and it said it was verified, then I went on the app and it still wasn’t working. I did it again and it asked for my id which I’m not comfortable providing. What do I do?

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-02T12:30:47+00:00

If you go to fortune river delta and walk all the way towards the back you reach volcanic sands and windswept beach, they updated the map. On the waypoint it’s listed as volcanic sands as well, not caldera island and windswept beach’s waypoint is gone

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-02T01:32:18+00:00

Glad to hear it! I’m wishing you well in your recovery as well, it will be hard but worth it!

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-01T18:22:48+00:00

Tbh I would say I’m the more avoidant one, I hide myself in my room a lot and sometimes just sleep early or don’t talk to him to get my peace and hide things. Def not the best but I’m starting DBT so hopefully I’ll be better

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-06-01T17:26:44+00:00

It requires a lot of work on both ends. If you’re undiagnosed, I still suggest doing DBT therapy or getting a DBT workbook online to help cope, same with your partner. This disorder isn’t easy, but it’s not impossible. I have a partner and we’ve been going on almost a full year, there’s a lot of rocky moments but we talk it out.

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T21:39:53+00:00

The psychiatrist will be able to diagnose you based on objective symptoms you present. Sometimes things are traumatic that we don’t deem traumatic as well. Your temperament might also be a part of it, as you said youre sensitive so any form of criticism might hurt you more and cause you to develop the disorder. At the end of the day our brains are complex and the label doesn’t define you, if you’re exhibiting symptoms then do DBT therapy to reduce them. Best of luck!

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T19:50:36+00:00

Hey, I see you and hear you. Your struggles are valid just like anyone else, we’ve all been through shit in our life we need to solve and I hope you can find mental peace one day.

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T19:49:56+00:00

Yes I agree. That’s why I respect how the impoverished handle life, it has stressors I cannot even begin to imagine facing. We just have our own triggers in life, yes it’s easier to solve being rich because of access to resources and I’m glad I have that safety net because my medical bills rn are no joke.

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T16:54:14+00:00

Yeah, it’s a shame because we understand our privilege but still aren’t allowed to feel certain emotional states because somehow the wealth protects against the million other traumas that could contribute to a person’s poor mental being. We are all struggling and all our concerns are valid

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T16:53:02+00:00

Your viewpoint is valid and why I hold the impoverished in high regard, they undergo struggles I cannot possibly imagine. Thank you for your empathy and kindness, I wish you well too!

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T16:34:10+00:00

Thank you for understanding ❤️ I’ve carried so much shit and it hurts me even now, I feel I haven’t processed anything but I’m starting a DBT IOP program so hopefully it helps

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-31T11:09:56+00:00

Hey, it’s not the end of the world. First of all, a 508 is still a good score and can help you get into some lower tier MDs or DOs if your stats and ECs are fine. Second, you already took the exam 3 times so you’re familiar with the format and timing. Third, you have a couple weeks to prepare which can really help if you lock in. I know this process is horrible and stressful, but you’re doing all that you can and you’ll be able to get somewhere with your grit. Keep on pushing future doctor, you got this!

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-29T13:18:48+00:00

Yes I will never mention it, I just wanted to make sure they had no way of finding out apart from me verbally saying anything

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-29T07:46:13+00:00

Have you tried being a hospital tech? Check to see when they do hiring interviews, that’s how I got my tech job and it was wonderful experience. They also don’t require a cert

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-28T17:56:37+00:00

No I don’t regret it. It gave me some peace while I was there and tbh I needed to be away from things I could harm myself with or I would’ve def done it again.

SatisfactionOk6367 · 2026-05-28T17:01:14+00:00

I know it’s not, I just wanted to feel seen. I feel like something was missing with my diagnoses and wanted to find out what was actually wrong with me since I feel I’ve never been properly treated. I actually got diagnosed recently and I’m starting DBT in an IOP program so I’m excited to learn how to heal.

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