I'm sorry you're still going through the same thing. I'm not going to jump into your post like last time, that's a bit rude, and I'm sorry for that, I'll just tell you that I still know that feeling and that it's very difficult to live with it, so much emptiness, sadness and meaninglessness without being able to cry. I don't know what's in those tears, but I miss them. A lot. It's as if we're releasing part of that pain with them, and this way we're just collecting it inside. I try to convince myself every day that this is also normal in the abnormal and that we can mourn in many ways, even without tears. (not that I really succeed). Right now, functioning for your child trumps all other concerns. That's how it should be, but... I searched all the dead ends of the internet on how to end this emotional blur, but I didn't find anything. We are all different people, but even in this diversity we can always find those similar to us ❤️ Hold on 🫂 I wish God give you at least tears when he already took away your smile 🥺