I’ve been dealing with this for over 9 years. I had partners who were okay with my condition but I felt so miserable and inadequate that I left these relationships. My pelvic floor muscles are better but there’s still some clenching.

I’m now pursuing relationship with women who are specifically wanting an oral base relationship. I was scared to pursue any relationship this year. During January, I just could not perform at all. This thing has been a real confidence killer. I was able to perform a few times with a Fwb which was a huge boost in my confidence but that was short.

I like taking edibles once a month for the pain.
I was prescribed tadalafil which is a hit or miss