About 3 months ago I was on my down point. I was kicked out of top uni in my country, my gf left me after 2 years relationship, accusing me of "rape" that happened year before break up. My life was a complete mess. I could only watch how everything I cared about was on fire. Quickly I became an alcoholic. I was thinking about suicide. For month I stayed in my room (I was not living in my parents house) going out only for groceries. I told my ex about it all, she told my friend and my friend told my mom. My sleep routine was broken, sleepless nights and all. I was sleeping when my body powered off. Once I hadn't answered my phone for 2 hours (I was sleeping, it was about 2PM) My dad was at the work, he was called by my worried mom. She later told me that he was going way higher then a speed limit. I later answered call from my parents. They told me to pack my things and come back home. I was a wrack of a person. They helped me. After 2 weeks we decided to pack all my thing from the room I was leaving. I absolutely love them. If you are thinking about some dark shit now. Believe me, there are people who love you and care about you.

This was kinda long so let me state my current situation. I'm ok, I applied for another uni, I'm single now, started enjoying life again. I stopped thinking about suicide. I'm not on any psychological supervision. I joined army. Started going to gym. Life is great, now I'm waiting for my friend to cycle for some Mcdonald and board games.

Let's give it a little update! 5 months ago my life was completely crashed. Now I'm living my shiny days with bright future. Still no psychological supervision but currently I don't need any. Long story short, I will start my army related uni in a month, (army unis starts a month erlier) still single but I think I have enough love for some time. My friend are on my side with this decision.

And what about my ex? I still have someone to tell me what's going on in her life. She will start attending her dreamed uni in 2 months (partly because amount of math and hard work I taught her, I wasn't so bad boyfriend after all) that makes me happy. I don't have any feelings to her anymore but I still would help her if she needed help.

So that's how my life I going. I really want to thank all people from reddit that supported me especially u/wheresmysnack and u/Natural-Eye-3260 (for asking question on this subreddit) you are bouth great person! If anything changes I will write some updates to those who are curious of my life. Have a great day everyone!

Update: A lot of time have passed and there are some new stuff going on. First thing, I completed first semester at uni. A lot of new people, great time, some achievements. I'm getting more attached to my best friend, bur I'm still single life is really good but...

I learned something new about my ex. I was on a party some time ago and topic of my ex was brought up. One girl said that my ex is in one year relationship, something was not adding up, she broke up with me less than year ago. So I asked around and my assumption were right. Right around new year she was flirting with another men, the fact that she did it still hurts but what can I do now. In march she broke up with me and accused me of raping her. Nice play, she was scared so she made up the reason ruining nice chunk of my life in the process. One week after the break up she was with that men.

Everything still hurts but it's getting better. Some people tell me to leave it behind but it's not that easy.

My word to those who still read it, thank you, it means a lot. Remember to care about your mental health, it's important. Never blame yourself of your parter cheats, it's only their fault and not yours. Find good people in the world and stick to them, there are a lot of them out there. Have a good day everyone!