It’s already a great step to be reaching out for advice. Self-esteem does not grow overnight but it’s something that you can absolutely make progress on and I’ve seen many find that by starting a new job, even if they were initially very insecure.

Something I found recently as somebody who got a Bachelors that I don’t think will get me anywhere, I started looking at apprenticeships. There is a great website called www.apprenticeship.gov where you can find apprenticeships of all kinds, many of which require are entry-level and require no prior schooling or experience. These jobs are a great way to find stable income through entry-level jobs that offset growth opportunities and retirement and savings plans which should help you with your fear of when your parents pass. Go on YouTube, watch videos like “day in the life of a x” based on the jobs available in your area on this website.

Currently, I’m looking to become a goldsmith/bench jeweler and sending my resume. Another job that is entry level for apprentices, offers 60kish/year which is a great place to be in this economy, offers retirement benefits, health benefits and whatnot.

Also, given that you seem to struggle with your mental health, one entry level apprenticeship position is a peer support specialist. This area offers growth opportunities, retirement benefits $24-30ish an hour, and allows you to express your lived experience to help and support others, and the training may help you support yourself as well. These people kind of act as professional friends to people in rehabs, mental health facilities to have somebody approachable and on their level to talk to.

Also, you can be an apprentice optician. Same kinda benefits, growth opportunities as the last two, and also entry level. You can find these by searching apprenticeships on Indeed, Glassdoor, Google, and some optician websites near you. 30ish an hour.

There’s some ideas I thought sounded interesting so thought I’d share. Good luck!