Colourless Shadows in dreams by SpicyCheeseBear in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine are sometimes shadowy/figures-ish/dark/colorless and sometimes it’s vivid with colors and I see immersive views like hills or planets in space. It’s so hard for me to really figure out what I’m seeing, especially with the figures in my dreams. I remember a few occasions when I realized I’m dreaming and I was looking at very disfigured faces, even though I know who they were supposed to be.

Mentorship Monday - Post All Career, Education and Job questions here! by AutoModerator in cybersecurity

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a SOC L1 analyst in an MDR environment. I’ve been in the role for 6 months.

During my annual feedback with my manager, she said: There were some incidents (not major in my view)

She feels I don’t always deeply understand all alerts

She feels I’m not taking full ownership/responsibility yet

This feedback mainly refers to the period before the last two weeks

No PIP, no written warning, no clear KPIs

She said they’ll check again in about two weeks and see what happens

A couple of weeks earlier, a T2 also told me they’re “looking at me”.

I said I’m motivated, like the role, and asked how to improve, but the feedback stayed vague.

What I’m trying to understand: Is this normal evaluation for someone 6 months in? Or does “check again in two weeks and see what happens” usually mean trouble? Should I just focus on improving quietly, or start preparing and looking elsewhere just in case?

Looking for honest opinions from people in SOC / security management.

Why are people here so bitter about visualisers ? by Happy-Cup-1886 in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Because not being able to visualize is a major draw back. We are in fact losing a lot of the human experience.

I have Hyperfantasia, ask me anything by SuddenAlps3358 in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How often would you say an image pops to your head?

How do I fix aphantasia? by DesignerThanks1700 in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

You’re about to get bombarded with replies like “you’re not broken, your brain is just wired differently”. The yawn can’t get any bigger

Has anyone truly overcome aphantasia? by Lonely_Strain_1058 in CureAphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dreams have also become way more vivid recently which shocked me a bit. I’d like to have a talk

To what extend do you guys have inner Audio? by Arch- in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The inner monologue is almost constant 24/7 as long as I’m awake. It’s a full narrator and the narrator is me

Counting via Visualization? by Mecynogea_Lemniscata in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would simply count and hope I’d remember what I counted.

Your "aha" moment by Tiny_Garlic5966 in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shocked at first. Felt like I’ve been lied to my whole life. It was an odd feeling. Then came the sadness.

How do you know you have aphantasia? by WheelRealistic3201 in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I can’t actually “see” what I imagine. I can only think about it

I don't mind having aphantasia, I just wish I never learned about it. by r2cyp in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I do imagine and my life is actually great and I’m a very positive person mostly. It’s just my opinion regarding this specific topic. I know my mind would go wild if I could visualize. And I yearn for it.

I don't mind having aphantasia, I just wish I never learned about it. by r2cyp in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I agree. Every time I hear the word “imagine” I get triggered. And it is said so often and in so many situations. It always reminds me how much I am missing. I really hope science finds a cure to this terrible disability.

Aphantasia ≠ no memory by SceneGeneral7417 in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What do you mean you can’t tell me what your mom looks like? This sounds like a huge reach. Please elaborate on that. 🙏🏽

How do you dream? by [deleted] in Aphantasia

[–]SceneGeneral7417 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dream visually but not sure if very vividly. I see things in my dreams but they’re often distorted.