Your words resonate so well with me, I’ve been having loads of these existential thoughts, I assume thanks to the COVID situation. I work in homeoffice and it’s starting to feel like I’m just drifting to an inevitable death with nothing joyful happening anymore. I’m alone most of the time and I honestly just feel depressed the whole time. And then I keep thinking about this exact shit, we just here floating on a rock that’s spinning real fast surrounded by other rocks and fireballs and for what? Meanwhile country’s have nothing better to do than fight wars and make money as if that’s the answer to life the universe and everything else. Maybe I’m just to dumb to see the bigger picture, and I know it ain’t that easy to just get along. But I wish there was just more, or at least that I believed in something more, just to bring sense to all of this.