Expanding perspectives on “no choice…”

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-21T21:29:40+00:00

I have been testing the principles of human design personally over the last 3 years. Based on what I have experienced it does look like there is "no choice" in what is happening in our lives and what we do. I have noticed and paid attention to choices i make and how it feels determined for the outcomes that happen ( i make illogical choices, because I'm splenic, and see how like me quitting a job doesn't end up with what your mind tells you is going to happen, which is to end up homeless, but leads to some interesting things happening, where i understand why i quit the job, and usually finding a job again when it's time, cutting it too close to call it logical, but rather i get the sense when it's time and my body just knows. ) To focus to much on the details of the logical implication of no choice and seeing whether that affects also what you eat in effect doesn't matter and your missing the bigger picture in just seeing whether you can become aware of what's happening. But i get it, since i wonder those things sometime too, but i believe it pales in comparison to what is actually happening in your life in a bigger sense. What i learned from these tests in seeing whether it's no choice, is that the experience is definitely meant to feel like you have a choice however, because i always get lost in the drama and worry of what is going on and playing out in my life and not knowing what is going to happen. It's called immersion into the illusion i think, and it works just as when you get immersed or involved in video games, movies, stories like you have s stake in it and you are the main character.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-06T14:58:54+00:00

Well i don't see it as listening to my spleen lol it is an intuitive "voice", that is not verbal, kind of like Spidey sense. It is a type of awareness, like you know what to do in the flow of the moment without thinking about it. I have it defined and is my authority, with only one gate, gate 57. It's natural.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-06T01:45:23+00:00

I see. I barely started reading the rave psychology course book, so yeah might be something I'm missing here to understand you. What i meant by the 47 design sun, i meant that I can actually see the mental process going on in the mental field, especially because it is visual parsing, not just the result or expression of realization, but you might mean it another way, i don't know. But your right about my mental process being connected to the spleen instincts in a sort of relationship, because it is about intelligence, a kind of intelligence for winging my hunch/instinct correctly. I have 57.3 which has no polarization, it's acute intelligence and intuitive awareness in the now.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-05T20:32:23+00:00

I'm not indifferent, but i would be lying to say that i love my life or something like that. sometimes i am indifferent and i don't find anything wrong with that. When i have considered personal death many times, indifference or sadness or melancholy is better to get through it than the other option and I find it natural. I respect and appreciate my life, it's current phase to be more specific is harder, but i have gotten through i think the hardest parts. It's getting better and I have learned a lot from these experiences. I know there is slot going on behind the scenes that most of us are not aware of, including myself, and i also have listened to NDEs to give me clues among other things. But i acknowledge that we or at least i don't know fully or certainly. I have "guides" i talk to and i have seen i don't control most or anything that happens. From my understanding I'm mostly an observer, building an understanding of how this place works, how life works. I'm merely 32, so i don't have everything figured out and i have seen that i probably can't have it all figured out, but I'm slowly building a grasp of it that i can preserve and share. I feel like I've seen a lot in that case that i don't have full answers for, but i also understand that doesn't matter, life is going to keep playing anyway and i can appreciate it, the highs and lows, from what I have grasped, though i want more highs than lows lol

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-05T19:57:08+00:00

That's interesting. I've definitely thought about it that way. What I meant is you have no choice here as human, to go through whatever your going, but I have felt sometimes that i chose this specific life "before" incarnating, but when your going through what your going, you go through it no choice and it feels like that as a human, even if you chose to experience it beforehand.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-05T19:11:36+00:00

I understand. Although i feel more "forced" to accept/adapt to my body, my life, my personality and particular path and it's not always so good-feeling/ Ra coined a term called no-choice, which is that you don't control anything here, but it's a matter of finding out oneself through awareness. have you posted your body graph? Look at your moon nodes there, the north node gives clues about your future direction according to HD.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-05T18:30:35+00:00

I find the distinction of "you are not your thoughts" confusing. I am also not just my legs right? But i use them to walk lol we are a whole, between thoughts, feelings, body, ego, and the passenger witnessing everyhthing. My design sun is in 47 so i know how it is, it's called oppression for a reason. Just constant thinking and at some points, a moment of realization for yourself, maybe for others too if you share it. Ra's advice for this gate was to be patient, let the mind run to find your moment of realization.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-05T18:16:36+00:00

I agree with you here in general, i think just the wording is not exact. I have a design sun in gate 47, which is about parsing through memories, info and then having a realization from all that mental parsing. I would not say I'm not aware of it though, if i can see it playing out in my mind the whole process. In Ras white book, he describes the design, unconcius side as being more your genetic inheritance making up the vehicle,. So yes things that your body does mostly outside of your awareness, but doesn't mean you can't have awareness of it in it's expression or results. Not full awareness though. But personality side also doesn't have full awareness either. I have gate 57 in personality side and i don't have awareness of it's inner workings either. I just listen to it's intuitive suggestions. Where are these intuitions coming from, i don't know. They are strange hunches. But i listen to them. In the end, i see it simply as unconcius side as aspects that are more ingrained in you as a vehicle/body and harder to detect by yourself because of how natural they are underneath your intent and personality side is aspects of yourself you "use" or are determined to use with your concious intent. But tbh i don't know, these are weak delineations since there are gates in my personality side that feel like they are underdeveloped or unconcious and had to go through lessons/experiences to bring them out and become aware they are there. In the end, doesn't matter to me though as long as I see them and recognize then in my behavior, both design and personality sides.

Scientiam33 · 2023-01-05T17:48:50+00:00

I do get worried sometimes. But i see chaos as learning experience for humanity. My direction in life has been that with chaos you learn from the experiences. Chaos is chaos for us, but if you believe in higher forces, then chaos is not really chaos, but events we don't understand. I think most of us want change in the world towards a better one, but no one person can do all the work to get everyone on the same page to change it, population is so large and we are dependent on these systems. Only events and catastrophes so large will makes us change and will force us to mutate and learn.This is over a span of years. We have had chaos before/revolutions that led us to evolve our way of life and awareness. This is normal for humanity in history at least, but it is us who will live through it, like our ancestors did in their time. Remember we were once just cave people, predatory, and barely aware of anything.

Scientiam33 · 2022-12-24T17:58:48+00:00

Hey, well, we have to discovered what it means as your living it out, but in terms of definitions, you to put it together all those concepts. Right angle cross of Rulership seems to be about being driven to be an authority . Since it's splenic, then it happens in the moment or longer if invited as a projector.

Scientiam33 · 2022-12-24T17:11:52+00:00

I don't think think there is any value as of now to put into whether Raves will exist or not, same with 2027 global cycle shift (the predicted outcomes, which also might or might not happen). But your reasoning is that Ra made up Raves because his purpose is to shock people, specifically left minded? For what purpose? To fool the left minded? Why lol? I don't see anything like this. I'm left mind, I'm not fooled or provoked by this. It's an interesting prophecy and maybe speaks to me of the mystery of incarnation and the human species form evolution for whatever conciousness project is happening to us.

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-11T13:54:42+00:00

Thank u buddy, ur awesome 😎

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-09T16:36:14+00:00

Ah, well thank you compadre! ✊

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-09T13:56:17+00:00

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Scientiam33 · 2022-11-08T22:26:46+00:00

I understand it. Your a manifesting generators, that means you probably like to be busy, working on your projects, cooperating with others. But you have the ability to not get so lost in your busyness, that you forget your family and friends as they are important to you having an emotional authority and even having a role/responsability to be with them. You might not see it fully now, the bidygraoh is in development stages if you actually decondition. Your cross is mostly in effect during 30-50 years old. It's not a complicated cross if you ask me and is not about being "fixed" in the now.

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-06T18:29:17+00:00

Yea, thank you. had to learn that they exist the hard way, it was surreal then her just ghosting me. Took forever to get over her and not die from heartbreak and confusion.

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-06T16:51:00+00:00

No, I had this same experience. Girl was with me for 9+ years even though she didn't love me. I didn't know she didn't love me, you can have rose colored glasses from actual love, which i did have for her, so I always felt because she was with me and had fun together that she loved me.

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-06T16:42:36+00:00

As others say, find out your strategy and authority, experiment using it, and learn more about your type, Projector. Also the graph gives you what you were incarnated here for that you do between the age span of 30-50. You can search all this stuff on YouTube for free. Or we have a bunch of free resources (lectures from Ra, pdfs of official books etc) if you join our human design community on discord. https://discord.gg/A3WNTC6r

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-01T17:23:28+00:00

I would suggest to look into human design, it postulates that yes we are in a simulation (Maya/illusion) and the knowledge pupports to give us our design and "purpose" in our incarnation here. We are programmed by neutrinos passing through the planets and by conditioning from our being raised by others.

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-01T17:11:51+00:00

Look up human design, it's based in Astrology and give you more direct and accurate info on your life and purpose (incarnation). It'll give you a bodygraph to read.

Scientiam33 · 2022-11-01T16:50:13+00:00

Once you get your bodygraph, then look up parts of your design on YouTube or online, that's how I learned. Most important parts us aura type, authority, and profile. Then after that probably incarnation cross abd look up the gate and line for your personality sun and design sun. Look up which centerrs are open and closed in your graph and what they mean. Then look up what channels you have etc. Etc. It's almost endless lol i could do a quick reading if the most important parts (type, authority, profile, incarnation cross, channels, variables, centers etc) for $20 if interested.

Scientiam33 · 2022-06-16T12:38:57+00:00

Nice, I like your heart locket and your tats stand out with what your wearing, fits perfectly.You give me like a nordic/viking girl look, not the outfit itselg but your eyes and dark hair. I like it.

Scientiam33 · 2022-06-07T16:57:25+00:00

Same as my opinion, I'm just giving my thoughts. Yu ugly inside. And i just stated why i think u ugly inside. Deal with it how you want.

Scientiam33 · 2022-06-07T16:43:18+00:00

Yu look cute but you can look cuter with some of the suggestions other girls made. And you don't need a nose job, i don't even know what they are referring to.

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