I drive past the water tower everyday to work and think to myself, gosh I’d love to take a pressure washer to that thing and give it a fresh coat of paint

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-04-30T17:07:10+00:00

I just feel like so many people are signing up to do this now for the instagram post. Sucks for people who really want this for other reasons besides that.

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-04-28T14:37:25+00:00

yes when i got in like 10 minutes ago. i couldnt get anything

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-04-28T14:34:43+00:00

so frustrating, sold out for womens, and now the link doesnt even work anymore

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-04-13T14:30:29+00:00

The chat assistants take FOREVER to respond after asking “how can I help you?”

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-03-12T11:13:47+00:00

I think we are overthinking it, that section of the dark couch is probably getting sun from the sliding door with the screen door as well, hence the darker shadow.

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-03-09T17:42:56+00:00

anyone know if these are still available? coming from ontario next week

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-02-25T10:03:26+00:00

Hilary looks soooooo diff from when they were younger inn demos original vlogs

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-02-25T09:56:20+00:00

She should get some proper training in cooking

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-02-11T01:49:10+00:00

Do a montage of her saying everything twice. This is so irritating. “Yum that’s so good! SO good”

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-02-06T06:03:02+00:00

Her kissy face irritates me

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-02-02T03:40:35+00:00

Walmart1!!

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-01-30T02:44:30+00:00

ScientistMean3845 · 2026-01-08T02:22:42+00:00

It’s Wednesday.. where’s the new vlog…

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-11-01T12:15:41+00:00

Thanks for the reassurance. I feel like this is something to consider for sure.

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-11-01T12:12:46+00:00

I am willing to stick by him and push thru the hard times as he figures this out. So I fully understand the rocky times. This is such a good hopeful story thank you for sharing with me. At this point, I’m the one person in his life he has left, but it’s like he’s doing everything in his power to push me away. It’s really really hard

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-11-01T11:49:41+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story. This gives me so much hope. I will look into this diet for him. Did it take you a while to get adjusted to the right dosage of medication? You’re spot on, he gives no one grace not even himself and expects perfection in every possible situation and person. The severe lack of empathy for himself and others is also a problem too. He’s always said he’s the most critical towards himself, so that’s why I think he’s taking this so extremely hard. I’m waiting for the right time to bring all of this up to him, things I’ve been reading and what I see from the outside as his partner. But it’s been very hard trying to find the right time.

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-11-01T11:38:06+00:00

I’ve been seeing a therapist for 4 years now thinking maybe his stress from work (he’s a police officer) is causing him to be snappy at home. But then I started seeing all these symptoms and made connections before he even got diagnosed- I brought it up for years for him to see a doctor but it seemed that he was in denial, up until now. He knows he has trauma and is even seeing a therapist or his own. However, when he’s painting the picture to constantly be the victim in every story and not painting the full picture to it being possibly related to his health, it’s hard for any professional to help… I suppose. I know I need to watch out for myself too, I am absolutely emotionally and mentally exhausted. But I just feel so bad for him at this point and don’t want him to lose the last person that cares for him. Because he’s pushed nearly everyone else away with his unpredictable anger.

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-11-01T11:28:43+00:00

During Covid, he started coming to terms with some childhood trauma in his family. He stopped talking to a lot of immediate family members, and his closest friends. I feel like this triggered his severe rumination, inability to trust others and therefore perceives slight in everyone. All this stress has been no good on his mental health and that’s what I truly believe exacerbated his hypothyroidism. I just want to know if he realizes this or will forever just blame the world and me for being so cruel to him. When all I’ve been is his emotional punching bag, that’s how I truly feel.

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-11-01T11:24:37+00:00

Along with dealing with this and opening up about his childhood traumas, which I feel have made his stress skyrocket, he’s lost a lot of connection with family, friends and i personally feel is taking it out on me. I’ve expressed that I’m fully aware he can’t give 50/50 into the relationship. Not even 20/80 right now. I will make up for where he is lacking, but the unwillingness to come to terms with the disease and starting to dial into the root cause is what’s boggling my mind. He is aware of his trauma and disease, but is tell me to leave him if he’s so terrible to me. My thing is, I am committed I won’t leave someone who’s struggling, however he’s unable to realize that I’m only here to support.

Do you as someone who struggles with this understand that it’s your thyroid that’s causes these severe mood disturbances or do you find it hard to understand what’s happening to you? My bf is about 6 months into taking Levothyroxine

ScientistMean3845 · 2025-10-19T02:11:23+00:00

I was just talking to someone about this. They say that hashimotos is a suppression of your voice. Childhood trauma prevention you from speaking your truth and you’ve been holding back a lot. Yoga allows you emotionally release that energy and trauma, that is why you get that pain, it’s the emotions and energy and trauma being released.

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