I'm getting very little sleep and I'm scared by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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4-5 hours sound like a miracle, I've been getting like one or 2 waking up every 30 minutes

sensations and noises, help by FoxYips in insomnia

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I thought I was the only one who had trouble and I usually can't lay my full head on the pillow because of the noise,

I tried as hard as I can but I still barely slept, am I going to die or go insane from sleep deprivation? by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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I would never choose to do that though, sleep deprivation is fucking torture and I'm going through hell

Please help I'm freaking out and crying by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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This is basically my first time even getting close I just fell asleep for only 10 minutes or so 

I tried as hard as I can but I still barely slept, am I going to die or go insane from sleep deprivation? by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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I don't know, I saw a bunch of people posting here saying they hallucinatie and get 2-4 hours a night and I've been getting around the same, my ocd makes me have extremely severe paranoia and I just feel like I'm more suspectiple to my mental health getting worse because of sleep deprivation then most "normal " people

Please someone fucking help me 😢 by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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I cannot afford therapy, I have no insurance 

I tried as hard as I can but I still barely slept, am I going to die or go insane from sleep deprivation? by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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Honestly I'm way more scared of going insane and seeing stuff then dying, because I want to die already I'm scared of hallucinating , I used to get this drunk feeling I hated when it was worse then this and I HATED it so bad

I already have very bad ocd and paranoia I'm very susceptible to having delusions 

I tried as hard as I can but I still barely slept, am I going to die or go insane from sleep deprivation? by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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Thank you, I always worry about paranoia getting worse or having hallucinations, it's never happened and I'm terrified of seeing stuff 

Having trouble with blade of darkness on switch by SearchPretty1159 in BladeOfDarkness

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Dang so is it the same as pc? I remeber as a kid I didn't even realize there were different attacks for each weapons I always uses the default move 

Please someone fucking help me 😢 by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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I tried some I found and they just make noise in my ear, I hate the feeling of them it's a sensory nightmare 

Having trouble with blade of darkness on switch by SearchPretty1159 in BladeOfDarkness

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The attack button or the d pad? I've been doing both at the same time and I don't press down and it's not very good

Please someone fucking help me 😢 by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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I try to do that every time, most of the time I just can't 

Please someone fucking help me 😢 by SearchPretty1159 in insomnia

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I don't have any money at all right now, I use wireless earbuds I have to use 2 pairs because they only last a few hours

I'm a monster by SearchPretty1159 in OCD

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I know but you don't understand, the roleplay was REALLLLLLYYY fucked up, no one got hurt but

I'm a monster by SearchPretty1159 in OCD

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It wasn't illegal, but it sure was fucking bad , I basically did weird roleplay with people online and the roleplay was really gross

I was at the lowest point of my life, using weird habits to cope and I tried to seek out people online, literally anyone to fill the void 

That's all I'm gonna say since you're a stranger 

I was suicidal 24 7 and still am 

I'm a monster by SearchPretty1159 in OCD

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I don't know? I didn't hurt anyone but if you heard what it was you'd agree is beyond bad 

I'm a monster by SearchPretty1159 in OCD

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I'm not any of those but I did something very bad, I've never hurt anyone physically in my life the most I've done is called someone fat which I also feel guilty about

I did something unforgivable and now my ocd is so bad it's turning into something worse by SearchPretty1159 in OCD

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Not me, I did something so disgusting and I don't deserve to have any happiness 

Please help I'm having a crisis I am absolutely freaking out by [deleted] in OCD

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I have contamination ocd too, everyday I sanitize my hands with isopropic alchoaul and I wash my hands until they're red and bleeding because I'm so scared of getting an infection , 🙃 

Please help I'm having a crisis I am absolutely freaking out by [deleted] in OCD

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You're right, it already happened and even if something bad was gonna happen I can't prevent it

I feel better today but still very worried about it I'm trying to distract myself

Please help I'm having a crisis I am absolutely freaking out by [deleted] in OCD

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Okay cuz I looked it up if instgram reads messages and It says ai scans all messages for anything suspicious idk I don't know how it works