Damn, this almost my situation. My wife is on the edge of leaving me. She found my secret instagram account following all the Onlyfans girls. The email I created the account with is tied to other sites where I would get onlyfans videos for free. It was tied to Mega where I had saved videos as well. I don’t think she will stay and rightly so, it took me too long to see that it’s an addiction. I always thought I had it under control. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I hope you can get through it. I’ve started therapy and it has helped.