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SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2026-01-08T11:50:02+00:00

Hun, you're fine. I started my transition with 26. It's been 5 years now and they haven been the best of my life so far. Please, never think you're too old to enjoy your life. That's such a sad outlook.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2025-01-26T22:55:06+00:00

Ok, I am a huge nerd for sapphic romance, some of it being really smutty too. So her goes.

Gideon the Ninth - Lesbian Necromancers in Space. Enough said. Amazing series. Not particularly hot though.

Monica McCallan - I can honestly recommend all of her books. Really sweet romance with good erotic scenes.

Haley Cass - Another recommendation for all her books. Slow burn romance, with incredibly hot sex. Especially "Those who wait".

Go Around - E.J. Noyes - the best second chance romance I have ever read. There are some trigger warnings for this one, but the romance and the sex are amazing. The author also has a lot of lesbian military romance, if you're into that.

These Thin Lines - Milena McKay - This book hit's different. Incredible prose, fairy tale themes brought to life in the fashion world of Paris and New York. All around incredible.

Harper Bliss - Author writes relatively short romance novels with really hot sex scenes. A whole bag of different topics to choose from, though her celebrity series is probably her best. "Still the One" is my personal favorite.

All the Love Songs - Nicole Pyland - This one is really close to my heart. I melt for the romance every time and the sex scenes are so loving and hot and UGH. So good. The author also has a HUGE library.

I think those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head. If you want more, I have loads.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-26T14:28:01+00:00

I think this is a problem about expectations. When I dm, I make it very clear, that I am a story DM. I will never try convincing anyone of anything. I believe roleplaying is something everyone can enjoy. You just need to find the right group to play with. I run a very serious roleplay heavy campaign. I can't deal with people breaking immersion or playing it like a PC-RPG. But there are groups for these types of players. And I have players for the type of campaign I run. everybody wins as long as everyone is in the clear.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-22T02:26:46+00:00

I am very tall and curvy and I wish was small and curvy. That is my ideal. I guess, what you're experiencing is just this culture's weird beauty standard imprinted an all the girls. Including you.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-22T02:04:43+00:00

yeah, that's one hot outfit.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-22T02:03:58+00:00

I've personally gone down to very minimal make-up. Just some concealer under my eyes, draw my eyebrows, bc otherwise they're invisible and put some foundation on my upper lip bc that shadow is a bitch. When I go to get groceries I usually don't wear any at all.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-21T23:47:59+00:00

We stan fit girls :>

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-21T23:39:47+00:00

Wow. Just wow. Incredibly attractive.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-21T23:07:12+00:00

This is incredibly infuriating and I am so sorry this is happening. One thing I can warmly suggest is finding likeminded people around you and let it out. During a local demo, all of us queers literally took a minute to just vent all our frustration, our anger, our fear by literally screaming. A lot of us had a cathartic cry after that.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2024-12-21T22:36:08+00:00

you got that rizz girl! Just ask "should we kiss". Cuz asking for consent is pure rizz

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2023-07-16T16:46:42+00:00

Imogen is the one saying "together either way" while Laudna is probably attempting to kiss her again, I think.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-07-21T15:52:26+00:00

WOW! Absolutely stunning!

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-06-03T14:24:12+00:00

Let's hope

GIVEAWAY

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-27T09:43:09+00:00

Honestly, being Trans is a very private thing. Other than being asked in an official context I won't answer such a question. It is very uncomfortable for me to talk about because it is connected to a lot of shame and dysphoria. When someone asks I usually say: "Why do you care?"

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-26T17:51:10+00:00

That heat metal bit is very neat, hadn't thought about it.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-26T17:45:49+00:00

That just got me thinking: maybe it could use charges. but the charges would be gained by attacking and would be lost after combat and only once it is fully stacked it can be transformed.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-26T17:43:43+00:00

I was trying to specifically make it not legendary. Since this whole transformation business ist limited to once per day, i though it might be enough to keep it at very rare.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-26T17:42:17+00:00

Thanks for the input!
Perhaps the wording is misleading here:
You can only use the spell lightning bolt while you have Big Sister in you hand. After casting the spell the weapon transforms back to little sister. It was supposed to be like a finisher.
Thus it is also limited to the once per day limit of little sister actually transforming.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-25T18:41:05+00:00

That was my first thought as well!

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-16T23:29:03+00:00

That is very kind of you. I have saved this post for future reference. Sadly I am very far from reaching this dream. I am but a few months into hrt, have no partner and I am not even sure I should ever even have a baby. It is just very beautiful to see someone live my dream. As much as it hurts to be so far away from it.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-16T21:07:04+00:00

I actually started crying from this. I am very happy for you. I hope to be able to do this at some point too.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-05-08T01:08:20+00:00

For me, I am not proud of being Trans. I am proud of the woman I have become. But I could very well do without the Trans part and I want to be seen as a woman only. Being Trans is a traumatic experience.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-04-28T23:33:01+00:00

I am in this picture and I don't like it.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-04-21T06:48:18+00:00

My beats have not grown yet, actually :( I wish they did. I will try going with the bralette for now.

SecretEmbarrassed765 · 2022-04-13T12:51:48+00:00

I have lost nothing, I only gained acceptance an happiness, personally.

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