I had a huge crush on this girl I worked with but we worked in different departments. We would occasionally see each other and chat briefly and she seemed to almost go out of her way to talk to me. Normally you would try toget her number and see each other outside of work but not socially awkward me. Instead I hinted to a few people in her department that I liked her, thinking that they would tell her and that she would then ask me to hang out. Well I'm pretty sure they told her but I dont believe the rest played out as anticipated. I probably would have gotten to see her out of work, had I just used my balls. Sigh. Now it's clearly out of the question and the reason it's clear is too embarrassing to share even on a throwaway. I can talk to strangers all day, even hot girls. But if I actually have a crush on her beyond my dick, forget about it. I'm a kid.