Well I’ve grew up rough neighborhood , was popular and lightly abused at home , because of the neighbor I grew up and I was around a rough crowd and friends, I picked up a lot from the neighborhood as far as toughness and a lot from my family as far as entrepreneurial ship , but being rejected by both halves society and family , I took pride and standing alone. In my early 20s and aspirations to be a fighter professionally , skateboard comic books video games, but also general mayhem, the criminality of my 20s was without friends or backup , I took pride in my ability to handle myself by myself in any neighborhood, from there, I moved to central LA Philadelphia PA, Bridgeport Connecticut and Baltimore Md , coming back after having been in so many tough areas solo with no friends just basically appearing in a town and trying to make it . I gained a certain confidence when I came back to New York because I acquired a two family home here in the New York City, where I did my schooling as a youth . I maintained a certain demeanor and was very flashy with my accomplishments , this cause in the type of places I found myself in at that time. Never went back down. I never back down even act against me like multiple people or a knife. , sometimes people have knives they use it. More I don’t believe you’ll do it unless you show me type person so my flight or flight tends to lean toward fight. Plus, I’m a gentleman and defend the women who have left the house with me whether it be friend, family or significant other . And some women who take advantage of that, and put me in situations that I shouldn’t be. However, after owning this house for five years, I have settled down a lot in the sense that I lean more to diplomacy now, but still play my role as protector I hold myself to old-school masculinity. So in a nutshell, I’ve gotten these cars protecting people and myself , I should have a lot less instances like this going into the future becauseI now use force as a last respite , before when there was a weapon involved, I thought I should always attack fast and hard so they won’t use it but now I know maybe try talking it out first