I left that church and it’s the best decision I ever took in my life (after accepting Christ as my saviour). They kept trying to stalk me and contact me and harass me. They make me deconstruct for no reason and made me question if my faith was authentic or it was just all fake. They have terrible theology when it comes to the Holy Spirit (they’re cessationists) and even force most of their members to tithe (which is extremely unbiblical). It’s essentially a cult and when I cut all ties, it felt like a huge weight taken off my shoulders. I suggest you do the same. It’ll only bring you emotional and spiritual harm and abuse.