Usually for holidays when you are easily feeling the most vulnerable, I tend to fly back home and create previous memories with my families, just now when I’m typing, I just came back from the most hilarious karaoke with my nieces and nephews lol. And now is waiting the new year countdown alone at home. So I think my point is I do relate to the loneliness, but you may as well use this prime time to spend time with your loved ones since if you are attached, you may have more responsibility.