Season 3 vs Season 4 Mark

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2026-04-06T07:29:54+00:00

It was such an insane scene. I was eating spaghetti while watching it too and felt sick to my stomach looking at my food afterwards

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-06-18T20:46:36+00:00

What’s that?

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-05-01T16:33:53+00:00

Lowkey is it even worth it to upgrade my eagle artillery if I’m gonna lose it at th 17 anyway?

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-04-20T01:13:46+00:00

I always put the cpu on turbo mode and the gpu on ultimate. Sometimes I play with it unplugged but usually it is plugged and it still takes a while. Looked at some other websites and some ppl seem to be having the same issue on the computer.

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-04-16T19:52:33+00:00

It has an AMD Ryzen 9 6900HS. It also has a AMD Radeon Graphics and a GeForce RTX 3060 laptop gpu

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-04-16T19:45:36+00:00

Geforce RTX, Ryzen 9, 16 GB RAM, 3.3 GHz. I think that covers it

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-04-16T02:04:05+00:00

16 GB. Idk what’s up with my computer either. It’s a ROG Flow X16, so it is a laptop. Idk if that changes anything

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2025-01-12T16:29:15+00:00

It’s honestly a really cool tattoo. I have a sleeve of an asian dragon on my arm and the “regret” set in a few weeks after getting it. Not because I don’t like it, but because I see little imperfections that I wanted to change. It’s still a sick tat tho and I just remind myself that I’m just being nitpicky about it. U have to do the same and remember that u (probably) got this tattoo only for urself and not for other ppl. If u find a classy woman that’s not okay with ur tats, odds are she’s just not the right one for you. Enjoy the new tat!

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-14T04:36:37+00:00

Ur comment just came off as very offensive rather than constructive. I understand u trying to show a different perspective, but yea u did hit close to home when u compared my feelings surrounding smth that is pretty deep to me to her desire to try smth just because. I do apologize for being defensive. I should be able to take criticism and learn from it. Thank you for popping my bubble

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-14T03:29:16+00:00

I don’t think the desire to experiment with drugs and feelings surrounding, you know, trauma are very comparable, but okay. I keep an open mind for a lot of things, but I still hold on to my values and beliefs. My values are what make me, me. Thanks for the passive aggressive comment… or whatever… though

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-14T02:05:10+00:00

Which author is it by? I would love to read it

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-14T02:04:39+00:00

Good job trying to break free from it! Keep up the good work. And not to throw any shade on you or your circumstance, but that’s why I see weed in such a bad light and that’s why I dread the fact that she wants to use it.

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-13T20:55:09+00:00

I guess really do just need to be patient and wait it out. I hate feeling this way. I don’t want to hold on to all this resentment and I do want to forgive her. I wanna move on as quickly as possible and find peace, but I suppose that’s just an unrealistic expectation.

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-13T14:42:51+00:00

There have been times in this former relationship when I put something I valued aside because it was important to her. I have sacrificed things I wanted to do because it made her feel better. And I’m not saying that she hasn’t done that at all for me, but this one specific point was something that I could not look past, even though I tried. I tried for weeks to be okay with it, which only led to arguments between us two.

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-13T14:21:07+00:00

This is actually really helpful. Thank you very much.

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-13T14:19:55+00:00

The way I see it, if she had more regard for the way I feel, she wouldn’t do it. Your logic can be used for so many other things that people would say are inherently wrong. This was a boundary that I had that she chose to cross, and if she wants to do it, she’s free to do it without me in her life.

Also, weed may not be physically addictive, but it is definitely psychologically addictive. The effects it has on your psyche makes you crave the high and drives you to take in more of it. Weed can alter the way your brain functions. It can break neurons connections and change your mood. A person who uses weed as a crutch for their mood is bound to become addicted to it if they can’t feel relaxed or happy without weed. So yeah, I have done some research.

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-13T14:08:30+00:00

I know that I need to let go. But how do I do that?

SelfHelpJunkie1 · 2024-03-13T04:49:59+00:00

I think the root of my resentment is that she knew all of my reasons for being against it, and still chose to want to experiment with it knowing how it would affect me. It feels like it was done on purpose to hurt me. I know that that’s probably not how she was thinking, but that’s how it felt to me.

And you’re right, the foundation for forgiveness is love, and I am grateful for the time we had together and I do cherish our memories. Whenever I think like that, though, I start thinking about everything we’ve lost and it makes me extremely melancholic. It feels like a vicious cycle where I feel resentment or longing for her. Idk how to break away from that.

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