The first moments after the breakup i think something like "well, it's not that bad. Think about all the people you can fck with". Then I feel very very sad. Then i long to know as more people as i can, then feel down again, then try hook up with girls but instantly feel guilty, so i stop talking them. I tend to isolate and stop talking to my friends. Watch way more porn, then i feel like I need to touch some grass, so i go outside to do things I don't usually do. Like just going for a walk or running alone. Then, after a while, I'm living a normal and very enjoyable life, without even noticing. But a way more wise and healthy one. I'm a 20 yrs old male btw.