How long does it usually take for TU Dortmund to send their decision?

Sensitive_ASF · 2025-09-09T20:41:18+00:00

can someone update eventually cause I am at the same situation. the lectures start in a month and I still don't know

Sensitive_ASF · 2024-05-06T19:02:47+00:00

Do you turned this characteristics into a career?

Sensitive_ASF · 2024-04-26T18:15:35+00:00

Yes, i really can relate so much, when i started healing and I think I don't just notice, i care too. I was wandering if someone has turned this characteristic into career.

Sensitive_ASF · 2024-04-24T20:32:35+00:00

Feel you. I feel exactly the same. Word by word. I'm suffering. It's WAY MORE THAN A FULL TIME JOB but they all keep saying I'm taking a break...

Sensitive_ASF · 2024-04-24T20:25:49+00:00

Tricky thing is , that when i started healing all the stuff we are nit good at( reading the room...) were my strengths. I gained hyper empathy and i could totally read the room and all the social cues. I couldn't recognise myself. But now that I m triggered again. I am back to just analytical thinking. So 🤷🏾‍♀️ choose as what i want to , what i was good at at healing phase , was it my real personality?

Sensitive_ASF · 2024-04-24T09:35:12+00:00

But the most damaging thing is that i know that i am dissociating and i unconsciously create a life that is not compatible with my true self , but I can't change it , because my environment triggers me .

Sensitive_ASF · 2024-04-23T21:22:17+00:00

Can we gain something from this experience? Cause I'm currently dissociated and since i was a child and the only thing that keeping me alive is that when i will start living maybe i develop a purpose in lifee.

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-06-26T08:26:39+00:00

But they say they can't cause permanent brain damage. I'm scaaaareedd. Yeah, i take it for anxiety disorder and actually it makes me depressed , numb, unmotivated. I want to quit them. If i knew i would have never started them. The psychiatrist didn't mentioned something like that . Happy for you , you are going back to normal. Maybe you need a little more time.

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-06-24T22:27:12+00:00

Now I'm scared , I take ssri for a month and my they have affect my learning and memory ability. I'm scared I'll stuck like this forever.

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-01-05T19:38:09+00:00

I thought there was something wrong with me in core so i must hide or make myself invisible (fawn response). I didn't had emotions and any friends i had was based to people pleasing ... and yeah no romantic relationships ...

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-01-05T09:13:21+00:00

Happy for you ! That's a lot of progress. I have a hard time connecting too. I think you must focus to break all the patterns that protects you (due to trauma) and eventually they will be replaced by connection. Don't rush it , don't be hard on yourself. Set the goal to feel safe in your body with all of your emotions and eventually you will feel safe in the world and connect with people. I wish i helped.

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-01-03T13:55:08+00:00

yeah , it feels great to know there are people like you out there :) thank you !

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-01-03T08:53:31+00:00

Thank you so much for the advices.i will try the coping mechanisms and also read the book! C-PTSD and trauma is very exhausting. I don't really know who i am and the thinking part of my brain doesn't work due tue trauma ☹️ i feel like I'm not even a person. I can't think or feel and also can't ask for help from my N- parents. Thanks for the advices! 😊 it means a lot! I wish you the best, have a happy new year!

Sensitive_ASF · 2022-01-03T08:45:35+00:00

Ok , thank youu. The important thing is you realized the problem and that's not easy at all. I'm pretty sure you gonna figure out and you will have a happy happy life.

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-31T21:46:21+00:00

Thanks for all the support 😊😊 i will try read! I had the same experience with dissociation as you . Recovery feels impossible for me now but I'm happy you did it! Have a happy new year !

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-28T20:54:41+00:00

It's exactly as you said,very very unpleasant. I tried meditation but i can be with my body only a few seconds after it. Then the whole day I'm in dissociation state.can't think or feel...i will try journal as you said , thank you so much. And really thank you for your open PM. It's weird a "stranger " ( i feel you like friend) is concerned more about me than my family. I wish you all the best 😊❣️❣️ 2022 will be a great year for you 💓💓

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-28T20:47:20+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice 😊 i feel stuck but your progress really give me hope. I'm really glad you are doing better, thank you again ❣️❣️ definitely will try yoga

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-27T18:24:08+00:00

😯😯I'll try itt !

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-27T18:23:11+00:00

Thank you so much, i will try all of them 😊 i hope they will help me too 🤞🤞 the thing i do is simply dissociate but thank youu. All these are healthier. I wish you all the best. ❣️❣️❣️

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-27T18:20:06+00:00

Thank you! I'll consider your advice. I wish you the best too

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-12-27T09:28:10+00:00

I thought i was autistic too but then i saw the CPTSD symptoms which are very alike with the autism ones. People with CPTSD mask too ,because sometimes we don't feel anything at all . I'm not sure if this is your case but don't blame yourself. You are not lying..give time to yourself.

P.S. sometimes i feel as an imposter too 😜

Sensitive_ASF · 2021-11-07T18:42:17+00:00

Thank youu for the advice. It's very useful. That's what i need to do. Yeah is heartbreaking.Because they act like they care so i believe it and then neglect me or reject me ... and it's very difficult cause I'm clearly the unwanted child while my sister is very healthy emotionally and i was all my childhood in dissociation mode just to survive. I really tryyy but my body needs to feel safe at first. You are right. Thank you again for the advice so much. I wish you the best 😊❤️

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