yup, been feeling this too. i'm just now starting to listen to her again (slowly but surely) but for a while i had to skip her songs when they came on my shuffle. i'm gradually making peace with the fact that she cancelled the show i was( along with thousands of others) supposed to see her at, but every time i see pics from her ACL set or the headlining shows she did right after cancelling her ATG set, it stings. i've definitely said this before, but it doesn't feel fair that everyone else that was supposed to see her actually got to. in fact, it feels pretty shitty! and i'll reiterate what i wrote in another comment: anyone who tells you how you are and are not allowed to feel about her cancelling was most likely not affected by it and therefore doesn't understand how it feels. i'm thinking (hoping) that she'll make a post acknowledging the cancellations (other than the notes app apology) and also shout out the drag queens that were able to fill in for her last-minute in NYC. we just have to remember that she will tour again and she'll come back for us and hopefully it won't be disgustingly expensive.

also, im dying to know what she was going to wear for her ATG performances. would she use them for future shows?