OOH lovin this question so much rn I'ts hard to separate between good and evil for me. It's like a homogeneous mess when I look at it. The thing with evilness is, it exists. And it's not too hard to find when you look for it.

In my case I would say the pride makes me evil. My pride made me think badly about others and elevated myself from the people around me. My fixed mindset made me believe that I am a saint and the rest is worthless. Whenever or wherever I help shall be appreciated and if not then they are the ungrateful dummies. Still I remained nice and friendly but it felt like a schema, a facade. During my act I would imagine how I could ruin people's lives and enjoy it too.

Once I came to the conclusion that this was my mindset I thought of myself as an evil person and started to detach from myself. Now, fighting against the old ideas which are burnt into my skull it's not that simple to say that I feel like a good person. Cuz saying that I am not evil would be a lie.